200th published post!!

erhemmm..
let's celebrate the 200th post of my blog..
ahaha..
summor on this special day leh!!
last day of the year tym..
ahahaha..
ok la..
let's put it a low profile la..
later ppl say i perasan tym.. xD

today is new year eve le..
so wish everyone Happy New Year Eve ar!!
^^

yest from morning til noon..
i was thinking whether to follow my juniors and meimei to a movie or not..
i'm measuring my benefits and opportunity cost!!
too bad, tat's the job of accountant to measure opportunity cost.. xD

in the end, i followed them lo..
wat else?? because the benefits overweight the opportunity cost la!
ahahaha..

after my last class at 5pm..
met up wif them in library..
see them lik see ghost lo..
yi ge liang ge looked so tired..
guess they nt enuf sleep ba..
human sleep less than 6 hrs per day wil b energetic meh?
hmph~

after everyone gather at alpha, v depart to lrt station!! xD
those hu followed is angel, jenny, b chai, kai xin, kai xin mei mei, jayson git & jun gang..
^^

wat they were planning to watch is Avatar!

tis movie is the main reason why i follow them to KLCC..
and some comment from my fren indicated i should not miss out this movie!!
the day b4 we oredi booked 8pm de ticket de..
BUT!
due to time delay and some prob, v cant make it on time to collect the booked ticket.
and the queue is lik so damnnnnnn long..
when it's out turn, the counter left 1 ticket ni..
whereas v hv 8 ppls..
=.=''

so our my next suggestion is Sherlock Holmes..


BUT!
those da xiao jie said don wan watch wor..
ok lo..
those xiao jie i where dare de jui them wor?
moreover, the next sitting for this show is 9++..
by the time v finish the show, they cant take lrt bek to wangsa liao lo..
so next~

Planned on this show..
Bodyguards & Assasins..


i stil don get any comments from my fren bout this movie yet..
juz feel lik watching because the team to build up this movie is very de big!!
but!
some of the da xiao jie watched le..
T.T
no choice i hv to cancel out the idea for this movie again..

aiks~
stil kenot make it i reali no movie to watch le..

Treasure Hunter..


asked the counter..
got seat?
got..
11 seats??
got..
til wat time??
10.45 latest..
GREAT!!
gotcha!
confirm watch this one le..
ahaha..

b4 the movie started..
v had our dinner at food court..
then masuk cinema..
the movie..
speechless le..
to b honest, i duno wat it's bout lo..
no theme for this show de..
grrrr...
those hu haven watch, not worth go cinema juz for this show..
i'm being serious.. xD

after the show, wat else??
bek la! lol!!
having a great day wif them le..
altho it's juz a normal outing..
yet, i felt very happy..

but a lot of ppl bully me lo!
jun gang bully me..
jenny bully me..
kai xin bully me..
kai xin mei mei bully me..
Aiks.. y le?? m i tat nice to bully??
LoL!!

of all 4 movies stated above..
i only watched 1..
other 3 yet to schedule into my timetable..
mayb after final exam ba..
hope it wont go off from cinema so early!! xD

oh ya..
talking bout after my final exam..
i 'dated' jenny out..
but yap reach her first..
sam thong ar~ sam thong ar~ xD

ps. i told meimei tat i happy because of her.. she don wan reply me.. >.<

Grandma's Birthday Dinner..

It's a rare occasion tat i was bek to seremban..
altho it's oni 45 mins drive from my home..
but i very very seldom go bek..
oni once in a year..
n it's chinese new year eve..

this yr..
diff case..
grandma's 大寿..
must go bek le..
muahahaha..

stay at my kampung hse for whole day..
n u gotcha noe..
i'm no ordinary people tat i can chat with whichever cousins..
as i said before, me n my cousin de bond is very thin..
mayb it's because i very seldom go bek ba..
so go bek oso sit there alone press ophone oni..

but this time..
things gonna change a bit..
me spend more time wif cousins there chit chatting..
bout wat??
u guys wil never noe wat it is..
it's ST JOHN!!
oh my holy~
haha..

i kinda shock too when i noe one of my cousin, currently form 4, nex yr form 5..
is vice chairperson of st john!!
i oni knew tat after the dinner's end..
LoL!!

grandma's dinner start at 5pm and end at 8.30pm..
the food there..
can tahan la..
beh pai~
waiter there..
beh pai oso la~
ehy! i mean the service, not ppl!! xD
(the waiter there 80% is female)

later on i thought we will straight go bek to kl..
but my mum n dad staying over at kampung hse again to discuss sth..
i duno wat's tat sth, don ask me.. xD

then i used this opportunity to noe more bout my cousin's st john stuff..
n kinda ask a lot of things la..
she oso kinda shocked when she knew i was st john..

1 thing very funny is..
last year i participate in st john rarely national inspection aka national review..
i was the participant in the contingent..
the event was held at dataran merdeka.
n my cousin was actuali there!!!
holy shyte!!
the world is so small..
yet v cant meet each other..
lol..

oh shyte oh shyte..
the title shud b my gandma birthday dinner but instead i was talking bout st john stuff..
sry yea.. paiseh paiseh~~
xD

k la.. stop crapping here..
juz very concident met this kind of thing so update a bit..
hope u enjoy~
^^

Overnite - kah wai hse..

yo!!
v r bek to kahwai hse!!
ahaha..
for the past 3 days..
v stayed at kahwai hse and again..
as usual.. v r having fun all the time!!
haha..

this trip to kah wai hse is 3 days 2 nights..
first day, after going to biiang's open hse.
me, songher, disheng, yeehoo & shu pin went to kahwai hse first..
while biiang & kk reach late..

tat nite, v were playing Wii!!
first time i touch wii le..
very fun..
very syok..
very nice..
^^

tat nite slept at 5am..
wake up 8/9am..
after having breakfast..
Storm~

later when v go bek to his hse..
there's no more outing..
whole day stay at his hse..
karaoke..
SDO..
Wii..

noon watch the orphan..
nite watch poker king & ninja..

n v actuali called it a day!!
very funny rite..
ahaha..

jun hao came at nite..
and v had porridge for dinner..
eventh9ugh it's juz porridge..
but it's damn nice!!
had 2 big bowl ok!!
haha..

nite sleep very early..
around 2.30am..
zzzz...
3rd day start off wif 11.30am!!
muahaha..
slept 9 hrs leh..
heard yeehoo and shengko drink wine til 4++ tym..
xD

eat spaghetti for brunch..
LAN dota, karaoke, poker and tat's it..
time to go bek..
7pm le!!!
ahaha..

sounds lik v did little thing oni rite..
but the time passed very very fast!!
time to go off..
and the next time v will dropped by again at the same house shall be during chinese new year gua..
muahahaha..

this 'trip'..
knew quite a lot of xiao mei mei lo..
there is lik 3 more family siblings beside our mehsi gang & kah wai's family..
very shen leh..
all of us making noise and creates trouble oni..
kah wai's mum even said if v live another one day, gone another pack of rice le.. xD
kinda enjoy wif them la..

but hor..
there are few opportunity cost wif them leh..
first, i cant go countdown wif jenny & chris they all..
second, i cant go genting wif jenny & chris again..
but nvm, there wil b nex time isnt it??
haha..

oso have another incremental cost staying at kahwai hse..
my hand is pain consequences of playing too much Wii..
aiks~
now my left humerus is aching..
argh~~~

tat's the end of the 'trip'..
tata~
^^

Christmas Eve & Christmas..

Yest is christmas eve..
n yet..
i don reali hv any chirstmas mood..
feel normal je..
haha..

the day b4 yest..
wedn..
supposingly v had our class farewell de..
but in the end, everything tak sempat..
so the host said either cancel or delay..
hope it wont cancel la..
i reali cant afford to miss this kind of gathering..
@.@

so in the end, v went to genting klang hometown to have our steamboat..
first time steamboat wif frens..
so enjoyable..
kinda found out tat a lot of fren hu stay in GK oso eat there de leh..
no wonder their business is so gd la..
busy dao no one come to entertain us oso..

those hu went is oni few ppl la..
me, songher, biiang, kk, manchun, chew, chewling, chiewli, woan chee..
when everyone arrive..
v start to put those ingredients inside..
n boil it..
n eat it..

the shop took 2 shoplot area..
and stil it's full house!!
looking around, those hu eat is around teenagers lai de lo..
all from tarc de ba..
ahaha..

v stay there for lik 2 hours plus..
n there is lik 4 tables celebrate their fren's birthday..
feel lik it's so common over there..
lol..

then back home around 10 plus again..
tired~~

BUT!!!
tat's not the end..
around 11 plus..
swee called me..
asking me to oldtown..
i c the time, i c my work list..
aiks..
how le??
i wan go!!
so i finish my thing, n join them for awhile..
lol!! awhile oso wan.. xD
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then yest, christmas eve.
previously i received quite a lot of msg de lo..
this yr.. kinda none..
wish, got few ppl la..

oso another busy day..
i had to prepare present for chia fang..
so i met meimei over at alpha..
n supposingly i have to go off after i pass the present liao de..
but then hor..
i met yap & jing jing..
plus meimei, jenny and chia fang..
not less jayson git as well.
i kinda feel lik stick to them liao..

so v went shun shun lai had their lunch..
n i juz sit there queitly..
sumtimes, smile a bit la..
haha..

then saw something which makes me think here think there again..
>.<

back college, pass things to ppl..
kena chia wen de bomb there..
haih~

back home..
rush my things again..
quickly pack up and wash up..
then i went to biiang's open house..

after tat went to kahwai's hse overnite..
n tat's roughly my busy-est 2 days..

tat nite sleep at 5am summor!!
opppsss..
it's morning!! xD

kinda enjoy la..
cauz mainly join my fren ma..
haha..
hope to have this kind of gathering more often..
^^

Petaling Street Trip~

Yest ended our lecture at 4pm..
n i stil thinking bout why some unhappy things happen to me..
in the end, stil kenot make a way in my mind to run out from the chaos..

so after lecture..
while waiting for frens..
went l4d2 wif classmates..
then hardworking de me started to copying notes in library..
until i fell asleep..
n jenny called..

after met up wif them..
time to go Petaling Street!!
first time go petaling street wif fren at nite..
our objective is to find santarina cloth!!
for chia fang's up coming birthday surprise present..

after long way of finding.
n at last, i found a shop which sell duno-wat-to-describe de thing..
n it has santarina cloth!!
cost us 70 bucks..
but worth isnt it if chia fang happy??
^^

but one thing is my performance not good enuf..
kenot make myself smile from the bottom of the heart..
haih~
gonna force myself to b happy le~ @.@

Chia Wen's Birthday Party..

So fast..
end of the year d..
n here comes??

CHIA WEN'S BIRTHDAY!!

her birthday falls on 24th..
but her fren said 24th left it for her parent..
so v celebrate on yest lo..

as i reali don hv time to buy present for her.
wanna sharewif yi hua de..
but she sharing wif someone else..
everyone but not songher.. xD
jkjk..

v 10 ppl share one present la..
our present is eye liner and nail polish..
n some minor cosmetic products..

ehy!! v chose it one by one de lo..
then wrap it nicely in the bucket..
n tat's it..
a hamper-like present in front of us..
for her..
ahaha..
hope she likes it la..

the food there reali delicious..
all sort of food lik fried rice, fried mee, fried meehoon, prawn, chicken, pork, n PIZZA!!!
my mouth is full of saliva again while listing out the food..
in the end, there's a surplus of food..
so sylvia feed us on the leftover watermelon & papaya..
FEED u noe?!?!

carmen invited her classmate to her party..
plusman chun's fren, us..
her class mmg oredi short of boy de lo..
ratio of girl to boy is 3:1..
so the whole day oni talk to girl la..
fang xin, mostly got bf liao de lo..
so imainly juz socialise wif them..

sylvia nearly wan to intro a girl to me..
but too bad..
she went away early..
n i kinda din c her face properly..
so conclusion??
i wil stil stick on my current one..
haih~

altho i went to the party wif a happy face..
but..
my inner heart is suffering..
everything is too sudden..
>.<

Haih~

Have u ever heard??
a girlfren said she wanna leave a boyfren..
juz because she don wan to make the boyfren sad anymore??
and guess wat??
she is making the boyfren even more sad!!

i'm experiencing it..
but not in the case of boyfren n girlfren..
it's.... duno..

this is the stupidest thing i ever heard in the world..
haih~

3 more weeks to go..

Today my plan were all mess up wif my dad sudden attack to me..
he suddenly said wanna bek to kampung..
and there i go..
having my lunch at big uncle's stall..

today i learnt something!!
if there is nothing regarding urself.
better don back kampung again..
it is very very de bored..
i kinda kenot tahan de boredom-ness in me..
luckily i can..

haih..
bek home oso around 6pm liao lo..
then i nid to go leisure mall summor.
stil got present to buy le..
2 present summor..
1 for my upcoming birthday fren..
another is class prize exchange session in conjunction wif christmas..
shop there for 2 hrs!!!
haih..

now is week 11..
tml wil start another new week..
which is week 12..
3 more weeks and v shall end our diploma..
3 more weeks ngam ngam to reach final exam..
omg..
n i stil haven prepare any subj..
wat shud i do??
@.@

shen ar, jiu jiu wo ba~

Accounting Society AGM..

Thurs nite..
held accounting society AGM..
this is suppose to let the members to knew more bout the accounting society..
but seems lik except new committee and old committee..
none is coming to the AGM le..
except for some exceptional case lik lee teng and jason la..

anyway..
tat day was not smooth..
as in my mood!!
not the AGM..
but i manage to kip a smile on my face..
but according to blue..
she stil can sense my depressness..
haih..
stil nid to work on my acting skills..

ok..
bek..
i did ntg but to present the financial statement of the society..
and anyhow, i giv another speech as the organising chairperson of the leadership camp..

the new committee list is out..
which means we, as the old committee is time to step down le..
v oredi hold the post for almost 1 and half year..
and i hold the post til the last 4 weeks of my diploma..
it's enuf le..
altho i stil don feel lik stepping down..
the feeling is never a good feeling when u wan to step down..
it's lik things tat u ever had, suddenly gone..
T.T

new chairperson is stil the alor setar ppl..
so for continuous 2 years, our society is lead by alor setar ppl..
this means tat alor setar got a lot of ppl possess leadership skills??
haha..

new committee list
chairperson:jenny
vice:deepak
secretary:angel
ass sec:prevenia
treasurer:chris
programme master:jeeven
ass pm:kristy
student service:euwing
ass ss:ailing
pr:jing jing
ass pr:veronica
business:fatihah
ass business:kennard
p&p:*forget*
ass p&p:blue

haih..
anyhow, i hv the feeling of gong bek to them quite often..
now c whether they wil welcome me bek or not??
or they wil b bored seeing my face very often??
hu noes..

but one thing i noe is..
i knew a bunch of new juniors..
and i knew tat the time i spend wif them, i'm enjoy..
very very much..
not oni enjoy, hav fun oso..
it's lik going bek to my sec skul era le..
hope i can b wif them always..
^^

人生无常，节哀顺变~

上个星期，
我还在怨，
“这是个怎么样的星期啊？”
因为，我妹妹的外公进院。。
我朋友的父亲也进院。。

平时，整年都没有‘坏消息’的啊~
这甚至是这几年里来的‘坏消息’叻。。

星期一，
因某某原因，参了别班的同学。。
酱巧，给我知道我朋友的父亲，不幸，与世长辞了。。

刚刚，
又接到一通电话。。
我妹妹的外公。。
Haih~
也与世隔绝了。。
她伤心欲绝。。
可惜，我不在她身边陪她~
希望她可以尽量回复镇定。。

人生无常，
我们，身为还在世的人。。
一切，节哀顺变吧~

这篇文章在本作者载搞时，心情乏乱而写的。
如有得罪，敬请原谅！

今天在学院呆了一个小时。
可是，偏偏就是要去SBS office..
所以，看到了某些事。。
激发了些负面的想法。。

看到某某人开心。
当然也跟着开心吧。。

有天就有地，有好就有坏。。

有些人，觉得，某某事是很理所当然的。。

看到她开心，我正在想。。
为何？？
不要抽出几小时的时间。。
把事情都解决完了。。
再开心呢？

为何要一拖再拖？？
事情有想象中的酱难吗？
我不理解。。
为什么？

为什么？

Stomachache + Headache..

starting saturday nite..
i duno wat i ate until i started to have stomachache..

u noe??
the feeling....
is undescribable...
ur stomach keep pain..
n u cant do anything..
after going toilet for the first time..
don feel lik going 2nd time jor..
cauz ......
juz don feel lik going again la..
ok then..
sleep..
zzz...

sun morning after breakfast..
i was forced to sleep again due to my stomachache-ness..
then sleep another 4 hours in the noon..
wake up started to hav my headache..
so it's lik 2 armies in diff part attacking my body?? @.@
dahlah satu sudah cukup saya suffer..
skrg 2 pulak.
arghhh..

then today forced to replace class early in the morning 9.30am class..
but i reached at 7am!!!
met cathy in canteen..
chat wif her..
oni noe she got some health prob..
take care ar~

then yi hua joined..
and tat guy joined!!!
omh.
songher..
i reali feel lik straggling tat guy everytime i c him near yihua.
duno y leh hor?? xD

then get to noe tat guy actuali..
erm..
*censored*

juz to play safe not to reveal anything here..
haha..

today whole day joined group 4 de tuto class..
the feeling..
is undescribable again..
2 aches attacking me..
yet i nid to concentrate on tuto class..

argh..
pain le whole day..
suffer le whole day..
now writing this post oso aching..
omg..
anyway to cure myself??
>.<

SIEN!!!

normally every weekend..
2 days..
saturday or sunday..
i wil either go out for event..
or i wil make myself occupied..

but today..
omfg..
i reali duno wat to say le..
reali zha dao whole day..
nothing for me to do le!!
argh.................................

since i on9 morning liao.
then noon actuali planned on ajaking ppl out de..
but they r not free..
then suan..
whole afternoon play garena..

walaueh!!
play around 4 games..
don misunderstood..
4 uncompleted games..
wth?!?!

then ok..
do tutorial ba..
manage to finish 2/3 of the tutorial..

then garena again..
omh..
reali swt lo..
leaver again..
fine..
abandon gg..
msn..

oh my gawd!
no ppl on9..
tarc oni 1 of 51 ppl on9..
argh!

then so happy c my meimei there..
nudge her..
1 min..
2 min..
3 min..
...
10 min..
holy cow..
din reply..

fine..
off msn..
garena again..
mood in the climax..
leaver again!!!
mood above climax..
nearly volcano erupt..
then meimei sms me..
i thought she back le..
finish this game first..

at last, finish one complete game le..
COMPLETE!!!
on msn again..
meimei no where to c..
omg!!!
i reali duno wat to say le la..

tat time is around 6pm..
then..
AT LAST
oni got 1 ppl..
come chat wif me..
followed by 2nd.......

nite time worse..
at last dvd player is free..
i can start watching my 'gong sam gai'..
disc is no where to c oso!!
asking around..
sudah pinjam keluar..
=.=''

fine..
take another disc out..
dad back..
wan watch dvd le..
kenot watch liao..

then??
wat now??
i'm stucked here writing my unfortunated days here!!

i duno la~
mayb it was not my luck day..
conclusion: today is a very super duper ultra mega holy SIEN day..
and hot too..
>.<

Happy ---> Emo..

i juz duno how to expressed my feeling here now..
today the thing juz hit me out of nowhere..

i don even noe where is the turning point..
suddenly from happy --->>> emo..
where where la??
turning point~~ where r u?
happy mood~~ where r u??

but i was well aware of wat i emo about..
the things tat i oredi decide how to deal with, is now striking bek..
i actuali don wan think le..
i heard too much..
i think too much..

these things is not wat i can control of.
i'm so gonna kik it out from my mind..
but the prob is when i wan it out of my mind, wil it go off lik smoke??
disappear into nowhere??

all these things, i hav thought of it few times le..
thousand times!!!
but it juz come bek and makes me re-think it again..
wth?!?!
wan me think how long le?? @.@

told u the ball is not under my leg now..
i cant kik the ball into direction which i intends it to b..
so??
conclusion??
stil nid to wait..
haih~
suan le ba~

promise le jenny i hv to b tough, b happy!!
kenot let her c i emo..
i cant break a promise wif her..
hor, jenny?? xD

CLG?? BEC?? last cw le..

oh yeah.. oh great..
no more coursework for me in diploma le..
i had completed my cw for my diploma!!
tat is 1 thing to b happy about..
hehe..

BUT
the sad case is..
i kinda screw up these 2 papers..
arghhhhhhh!!!

CLG..
taking one day up just to study last min, for even a minor test lik coursework is equalise to a final exam le..
the first 5 chaps oredi hv sooooo much of things to memorise..
excluded sectionsssss..
if include sessions, then i think my final would b in a great great danger le.. @.@
anyway, the exam is done in a way tat everyone is copying ans..
funny isnt it?? xD
our tutor oso don giv a damn to us..
my classmates even asking ans from the tutor..
tutor go bek to check for the ans, and tell them later..
wth?!?!

BEC
omfg..
i don even noe wat they r asking..
the day b4 the exam i stil get questions on set 1 & set 2..
yet i don rely on them too much..
in the end, v got set 2 pulak!!!
y la i din read the tips?!?!?! T.T
the last question of the paper v dont even study tat b4..
kinda had a blank mind when facing up the question..
confirm lose 7 marks le..
haih~

most 2 hardest subj having coursework on 2 continuous days is not a gd thing..
but compare to group 4, which their exam is 2 continuous session in a day..
v shall called ourselves LUCKY le..

this is another obstacle of my life..
i passed d..
but duno wif flying colours or not la..
next obstacle will b final exam..
counting down in 4 weeks time..
gd luk to me tat time..
o.O

SBS Night 09's Picture..

Due to my laziness to get pic from them and upload it here..
i wil juz post the link and enjoy in the future..
it links to facebook profile de hor!

Jenny's album
Angel's album
Jason's album
Carmen's album
Theresa's album
Woan Chee's album

these album consist of my pic and of course..
lenglui's picssssss!!!
so when going thru the pic..
don find my pic and laugh..
find lenglui pic and enjoy hor!! xD

ps. i stil miss the night very much.. >.<

一无是处。。

想了想。。
还是想把我的想法写出来。。
以后回顾时，可以笑一下。。
为什么当初会酱傻。。

这篇文章的主题是‘一无是处’。。
不用多说，顾名思义。。
讲着我啦。。

为什么会酱想呢？
不是没有理由的。。
让我来分析分析下吧。。
^^

学业
讲读书，不比别人好。。
某某人可以不用读书。。
考试时，多瞄几下，成绩可以比我好几百倍。。
我呢？
读书读到三更半夜，成绩还是比他差。。

运动
我最常玩的运动是保龄球和羽球。。
1）羽球
几个月前，有个对手跟我差不多的实力。。
每一次较量都有输有赢。。
不是你活就是我死。。
但这种现象已不复存在。。
半年没去，给人超越了。。
又没同等实力的对手了。。
孤零零一个人，每次玩都会输。。
2）保龄球
根本就不是别人的对手。。
每次得分在100左右。。
别人，不是strike就是spare。。

游戏
最近只玩DotA。。
不多说了。。
惨不忍睹。。
不是输到脱裤子，就是被打入十八层地狱。。
永不得超生。。
再怎样玩都不会进步。。
只会‘喂’人家。。

感情生活
别人可以活得开开心心，甜甜蜜蜜。。
我就多灾多难。。

样貌
也不会比别人帅。。
讲得不好听就是‘样衰’。。
有点旋律叻。。

财富
有钱？
错了！
生长在中下家庭里，会有多少钱？

好朋友
讲到好朋友就痛心。。
不是因为被好朋友背叛过。。
而是不曾有一位好朋友。。
朋友一大堆，好朋友没一个。。
可怜啊~

酱的我，没一样东西是比别人强的。。
就处于下风。。

答应了某些人，不再乱乱想了。。
可还是忍不住。。
写了这‘长篇大论’的文章。。

这世界是很现实的。。
没优点的人就会被打入冷宫。。
接受现实吧~~~

Looking right & left at the same time..

oh gosh..
plz tel me how to take care of 2 ppl at the same time..
how how how??
it's lik looking at right and left at the same time..
impossible..
only naruto can do it..
>.<

对人好是不需要理由的。。

最近有了某些新想法。。
我是不是很会想叻？？ xD

对人好是不需要理由的。。
只要我喜欢，我可以对某某人非常非常的好。。
我喜欢啊！ xD
但不是每一个人都会抱着一棵感恩的心。。
有时你关心人，被人说成你很烦。。
你会怎么想？
当然是不开心咯。。
我也是。。

对别人好，就算是有理由的。。
也不需要公告天下那一小撮的理由吧。。
别人知道理由固然是好。。
但不知道的话。。
问题产生了。。
那也是天意吧。。
怨不得别人。。
就当没有“缘” 咯。。

我，就是那些，为别人付出，而零收获的那一类。。
嗨~~~

Green Man..

Have a lot of chats wif frens this few days la..
then i noticed, all oso chat bout relationship stuff.. =.=''

but seriously..
to b honest..
i loved to listen to ppl de love story lo..
whether it's their history or present 1..
all oso i wan to listen..
u noe y??
cauz i 8 la!!
wat else?!?! xD

ehy, don look down on this ok!!
this is source of information..
mayb it will b useful one day de leh..
but til now, i stil haven put these knowledge into gd use la..
no chance to let me show off le..

too bad..
got these info i stil single now..
not lik the effect of the info take place la..

someone keep calling me green man..
lik she scared i being single o..
lik wan ppl come fast fast couple wif me izit? xD

digi got yellow man..
tarc got green man.. @@

green man is me.. >.<

ps. time to take it slowly..

SBS Nite 09'

yest nite went for SBS nite...
everyone said regret for going..
because of the food.. everything ruined!

last year, food was served b4 the event started..
this year, food served in the middle of the event..
tat's not the main prob..
prob came when there is not enuf food for ALL the ppl..
in the end, most of us starved..
preferable to went somewhere else rather than staying here starve..
tat is wat most of the ppl thinking bout..
not me..
i stil enjoy the nite wif my juniors..
^^

anyway..
yest nite was great..
except i don hv my partner..
while my heng dai - mr long brought his future girlfren..
T.T

b4 the event started, the helpers went around sticking sticker on ppl..
green symbolise single..
yellow indicate got partner, but not bf/gf..
orange shows ur partner is ur bf/gf..
undeniable, me take green la~

i cant b sticking to manchun n carmen rite..
they wan to hv 2 ppl's world..
so i keep on phoning teresa..
wanna stick to her..
haha..

later on jiamin stick to us..
then v stick to camp group..
got jenny, angel, chia fang, xinyun, joanne, yeemong, jason, teresa, jiamin...
at least better than me alone inside the hall sesat..

to b honest, all of them oso very pretty.. xD
girl wear dress to this kind of event sure pretty de la..
u don wan admit tat oso hv to admit on tat nite.. xD

lately oni i knew some of the girls do hair + make up..
took them few hrs de leh..
then bek tat time stil nid xie zhuang..
hard being a girl hor??
haha..

anyway, me had an enjoyable nite..
enjoy wif my juniors, frens and lengluissss.. xD

photo of tat nite??
go fb c la.. xD

ps. hearing something on tat night, make me feel speechless...
ps2. feel lik joining 1DAC5 liao tym.. xD

28th..

Yest is 28th..
28th..
28th..
28th..

previously i'm only sensitive to 23rd..
because i was borned in this day..
but started last month..
28th becoming my another memorable day..
haih~

these few weeks..
lik couple season izit??
i feel lik more n more of my frens is getting coupled..
starting wif fongchin(duno real or not)..
nex up wif xin yun, unbelievable!!!
and then today my junior - chris..
nv had a week wif so many ppl couple..

y ppl choose year end le??
i duno..
mayb it's because year end sale??
LOL..
ada apa kaitan pulak??
ada..
year end sale the price cheaper, can buy cheaper thing for gf.. xD

anyway, to those hu's having their the-other-half liao..
i wish u all, stay longer hor!!
n appreciate ur the-other-half..
don lik me..
so sat bai hor.. xD

ps. it's oredi 1 month, i'm stil waiting~

Unlimited Courseworks!!!

This sem..
my last sem in the college for my diploma course..
the last sem which i can stil enjoy some freedom-ness..
the sem which fills wif all the difficult-scoring subject..
the sem which i'm busy wif tons of activity..
is now moving on to WEEK 8!!

time moved very fast.. @.@
6 more tutorial weeks + 3 more final exam weeks..
n it's done for my diploma..
sounds easy huh??
but u noe?!?!?
it's damn hard to score for my last sem's paper..
kinda hard to raise my CGPA by 0.03 in order to achieve 3.75..
it's mission possible, but i nid to work reali reali reali hard for it..
haih~

unlimited courseworks is approaching..
week 9 - TI, FAP, FM
week 10 - BEC, CLG
another 1 more FM assignment..
can die weyh~

worst part is CLG i nv pay attention to lecturer!!
and yet it's the longest and most syllabus subject..
argghhhhhh!!!
help me plz~

nex mon FM, nex tues TI, nex fri FAP..
yet this sun i stil wan attend SBS nite..

my last sem d..
must enjoy the last few weeks of diploma freedom..
cauz i heard...
when one moving to advance diploma..
tat wil b another hell waiting for us.. xD

View of myself..

After reading songher's and yihua's blog..
i decided to do this quiz..
they both said it's very accurate..
i juz had a try..
wont harm anything rite?? xD
here's the result..

Your view on yourself:

You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:

Your have very sensible tactics when approaching the opposite sex. In many ways people find your straightforwardness attractive, so you will find yourself with plenty of dates.

Your views on education

Education is less important than the real world out there, away from the classroom. Deep inside you want to start working, earning money and living on your own.

The right job for you:

You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:

You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying.

What are you most afraid of:

You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.

Who is your true self:

You are full of energy and confidence. You are unpredictable, with moods changing as quickly as an ocean. You might occasionally be calm and still, but never for long.



after reading this..
my mind only hav one sentence: y is this quiz very de accurate???
oh gosh..
i cant believe a quiz can figure out my personality so well!!!
it is indeed damnnnnn accurate!!!
i think ppl hu visit my blog shud try this..
www.quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx

A clearer mindset..

nowadays..
i kinda see things clearer liao le..
as in i wont bind up to one thing until i get the result..

mayb i knew quite some new frens recently..
and after some chatting wif them..
i regarded their opinion as something tat bring changes to my mind..
(i enjoy chatting wif them - JAC ^^)

i used to think bout something til i get the ans..
when i don get the ans/solution..
i wil stick to it until i get one..
lik wat happened to me past few weeks..

recently, new fren's 'advices' made me think another way..
things tat is rushed have no quality..
things tat is not rushed focus more on quality..

i noticed tat if the ans/solution wont come out..
force it out oso no use..
so might as well juz let the thing goes naturally lo..
do our best can liao..
make sure v don regret in the future..
hehe..

i told someone the other day..
relax... chill... see things in a simple way..
there are always an easier way for us to settle/think things..
so don choose to make things complicate..

isnt it better if v can settle something in a nice and easier way??
rather than choosing a complicated and time-consuming road??

this post has no theme..
i juz randomly type tiz out oni..
^^

Living outside..

living outside, in another view, could b very fun..

the thought of living outside surfaced when i joined accounting society..
this is because i have a different timetable when i need to include society's meeting in it..
but due to a lot of prob, this thought couldnt be reality..

lately, the thought arise in my mind again..
this is because for the past 3 days, i stayed back in the college and back home myself..
i personally found it quite troublesome to spent more than an hour to go to college..
and same time back home too..
tat's not the main part..
i nid to stay at college till very late oni can back home..
everytime back home sure after 10pm de..

conclusion, v stil nid to go n bek college.. everyday...........

yest, no class for me..
should be free rite..
can go gai gai, shopping, sing k, movie or wateva things i would lik to do..
society's meeting scheduled on yest de 6pm..
went there n the meeting went on until 9pm!!
had dinner wif those committee until 10pm oni i took lrt back home..
reach home oso around 11.30pm liao lo..
a bit late rite..

n to b honest, the feeling of eating wif frens together is great!!!
altho the meeting finished very late, yet v stil can eat together, make fun together, chat together..
arghhhhh!!! i lik the feeling a lot!!!
got chances i must live outside liao..
n make sure tat every nite i will have a small 'gathering'..
wif this ppl today, wif tat ppl tml, n wif nex ppl the nex day.. xD

altho they could be some cons of living outside, but i believe those pros can cover up the cons rite??
eg. sacrifice home made cooking in exchange for freedom..
tat wil satisfy me then.. xD

ps. living outside, time wont bind up too.. ^^

女生，天真？？

今天跟一位久未见面的朋友聊了一下..
那个感觉又回来了..
跟朋友聊天聊到爆的感觉真的太爽了..

因为我比较“八”的那一类..
所以知道的东西也比较多..

跟她谈完了以后,
有某些聊后感..
相识的也有些疑问..

我想知道,
女生在交往过程中是不是会有些天真呢?

很早以前,我就知道某某男生出轨的事,
所谓的出轨指的是有了女朋友还要沾花惹草的男生..

今天跟我聊天的主角就是那位男生的女朋友..
跟她聊了一番之后..
才知道她完全不知情..
我...有点惊讶..
毕竟我还以为她懂了呢~

其实,要说她完全不知情也不能啦..
她是有听说她的男朋友跟某某女生的诽闻..
她还跟我说,那些传谣言的人很怪叻~
我靠!!

爱情是不是真的能把一个人冲昏了头??
整堆人在传,可她选择不相信??
哇~ 这样的女生不知该说她们天真了?? 还是傻叻??

我,有种冲动想把真相说出来..
可,一手把一对情侣分开..
这是我要的吗??

feeling not right, but duno WHY..

today whole day my mood is affected..
by something which me myself oso duno wat izit..

i juz don feel right today..
izit resulted from yest de incident??
mab yes, mayb not..

today when i attended lecture..
i juz felt lik sitting outside the lecture hall instead of sitting on the chair waiting for lecturer..
then looking up the sky..

the sky was crying..

the weather is extremely cold..

sky, weather, mood..
everything juz matched..

juz don hv the spirited to study anymore..
wat causes these??
only GOD noes..
>.<

One small action..

One small action by other ppl wil definitely affect me much..
judge from the way ppl actuali did sth..
whether it's intentionally or unintentionally..
it wil for sure drive me into an emo state..
IF i wrongly interpret.

camp, mayb i did sth mayb i'm not..
but i felt tat sometimes ppl tend to ignore me..
mayb i'm juz not too gd in being chairperson tat's all..

juz now i'm stil in the normal mode..
but when i wrongly interpret some sms..
mayb IT WAS JUZ ME FOR INTERPRETING WRONGLY..
i tend to get myself stress up..

being a guy, i'm a little bit too sensitive..
sometimes this sensitivity chracteristic of me will make myself think tat i'm a bit useless..

started yest, i forced myself not to hav these negative thoughts..
i consulted someone..
tat someone told me not to have this mindset again in order to achieve 'higher target'..
i personally quite agreed wif her la..
tat higher target is a target i would lik to achieve very very much..
so to achieve, i have to stop!!!

being sensitive is oredi my fixed characteristic..
nothing can chg it unless..
someone make me chg it..
but wil it b successful??
no one noes..
^^

When girls get pretty..

I noticed when a girl gets too pretty..
i don dare to watch them straight into their eye..
y ar??
m i having a prob here??
LOL..

today someone wore til very pretty..
then i duno y, i felt a bit er.. how to say huh.. erm.. a bit.. speechless.. and.. embarass.. duno how to react..
as in i felt a bit scare when looking directly to her..
y ar??

break time i went out to buy 'lunch' wif man chun..
then i said something lik this..
y other ppl hu wear pretty i dare say they r pretty..
yet, the one we like wear pretty we don dare de ar??
mayb it's me only!!
LOL..

miow ar miow..
how can u do this to urself??
apa u sdg buat now??
another weakness of me to chg..
aiks..

today i'm charged whole day..
mayb because of her ba.. hehe..
i think it's overcharged..
i became hyper in tamadun islam lecture..
wat a pathetic man lik me..
jia shyaan nearly punch me on my face for being harassed lol. xD

my day ends lik this.. watching her get into the car.. n went bek home.. xD

ps. seriously u r pretty today~

Life after camp..

i duno y..
i'm stil in the camp mood..
same goes to others..
izit an effect tat wil come after every camp??
or izit the camp is so fun until everyone miss the camp?
LOL..

tho the camp is over..
i stil c the same ppl everywhere..
everytime oso lik this de..
last time ACCA conference oso same things happen..
after the camp/conference, will c the camp/conference frens oftenly..

this camp reali make me realise my weaknesses in organising things le..
i'm stil having the same weakness!!
must chg it liao.. @.@

going for camp is fun..
cauz i love making frens..
the more frens i have, i feel happier.. xD
i made quite a few frens in camp which is memorable la..
they are quite special i think..

Jenny. jing ting, chia fang, kristy, chris, sung nung, bong yang.....
these frens i wil nv forget them in my life..
they r too special liao.. xD

nice to meet u all!! ^^

ps. frens tat are listed in my fren list wil b preserved... ^^

Accounting CAMP 2009!!

Date: 6th - 8th November 2009
Venue: Sufes Campsite

yest juz bek from Sufes campsite..
feeling so great knewing so many ppl..
the most success wan is v dont let ppl down this time..
at least v did our best to make the camp a successful 1..

2 days is too short for me to counted it as a camp..
so i decided to make a 3 days camp..
but seems lik 3 days camp is a torture for participants lo..
they seems to be damn tired b4 v went to gua tempurung..
nex time shud take into consideration those hectic acticitis liao.. xD

spy on u game is a game tat spy on one ppl without his/her notice..
then a the end of the day write a letter to him/her saying wateva u wan to say..
v played tat in the camp..
everyone get a letter..
the prob is most of the ppl knew hu spy on them oredi yet i stil duno hu spy on me!!
but i think i knew hu liao..
from the way he wrote i think i knew hu jor..
but he keep on denying!!!!
LOL..

these 3 days v played night jungle treekking, treasure hunt, obstacle course, 12-feet wall, king's finger, and cook own meal!!
cook own meal is all about cooking our own dinner on tat night..
damn syok lo tat 1..
summor use charcoal to cook de leh!!
don think it's easy ar!
charcoal is hard to maintain fire de ar..

last day, v went to gua tempurung b4 going bek to college..
got 4 courses, but v oni can take the 2nd wan..
feeling not so charged because v reached 'top of the world' and there is a long staircase leading down to another place..
yet, v cant move forward..
because our package oni sampai sana saje..
so planned to hv another trip juz for gua tempurung..
taking the most adventurous course - 4th course..
haha..
c first la..

feeling tired after coming back from the camp..
slept 12 hours from 10pm til 10am lo..
haha..

all my new frens..
nice to meet u!!!
^^

ps. feeling satisfy..

Camp Preparation..

Feel so tired for preparation of this camp le..
but after tiz weekend..
everything will b worth de..
haha..

wil b off for 3 days starting 6th til 8th..
altho i wil b busy in the camp..
i wil stil do a thing i did every sec..
^^
sayonara~

ps. wait me yea~

Love Lesson..

I know a lot of ppl wil be attracted by the title above..
but it's not wat u all think..
xD

yest nite, i was doing camp thingy til quite late..
plus my ownself de thing oso hav to settle rite..
so i on9 to finish my job..

someone, nudge me suddenly asking me bout the camp thingy..
after tat, v chat n chat til CGPA, coursework, bla bla bla..
she's form group A de leh..
she gone thru FAP coursework liao..
so i kinda get soalan bocor from group A liao lo..
cauz my FAP CW test is on fri/thurs.. xD

later on when v ntg to chat liao rite..
she suddenly said she can feel tat i'm happy..
first, i kinda shocked at wat she wrote there..
then she proceed on saying tat how's my target??..
i was lik wth??
i nv told this girl bout my life man!!
n she kinda noe wat happen to me recently..

then i seek ans from her lo..
she said she read my pm and my blog..
and kinda noe wat happen to me la..

then she juz proceed on wif giving me advices and kinda interrogate me la..
omg!!
for 1 hr i sit in front of comp chatting wif her..
she juz keep on story telling me her experience wif ex-bf..
and oso dig info from me la..
i kinda got benefit from it oso.. hehe..

she told me quite a lot of things to take care of while going after a girl..
eg: sms wif girl nid take care of wat..
and she said how to tam girl is the most important thing..
tho she din taught me how to tam la..
i oso duno how to tam le..
juz have to use my common sense to tam lo.. xD

so the whole night, i can counted as having a lesson on love??
half time on lesson and another half time on camp thingy..
LOL..
til 1 o'clock i cant tahan liao oni i went to bed..
exciting isn't it?? xD

songher, hav a guess hu is the one hu gimme lesson.. giv u ONE chance oni! xD

ps. yet, i did not forget u..

Last day of October 2009..

Yest, last day of october..
was quite busy for me..

BEC lecturer wanna replaced the class at 9 o'clock in the morning..
feel lik smacking ppl..
it's kinda so hard for me to wake up!!
dahlah fri nite slept at 1am!!
yest have to wake up at 7 in the morning + outside raining..
reali made me feel lik ponteng class..

BUT i as a guai zai wont ponteng class de..
so i attended the lecture this morning..
shocked when i c fui san there oso..
the one hu ffk me numerous times.. xD

after lecture, v proceed on to DKO for storming for lik 3 hours!!
omg.. i cant stand it anymore le..
feel so tired..

cant go bek..
others stil have planning..
they planned to go Pavillion for movie..
do i look lik i hav a choice??
mai follow them lo..
no harm wat.. ^^

in the end, v having pizza for dinner..
and watch Poker King..
ehy ehy!! damn nice le the show..
those haven watch plz watch it ok?? xD

back home not more than 15 mins, sweeann called me for SOS..
inviting me to Old Town to teman her wor..
say wat lonely wor..
tat time oredi 11pm lo..
and i feel sorry to her few days back..
mai 将功赎罪 lo..

manatau she cheated me!!!
yoe, diyana, iris was there!!
then v keng gai til 12.30 midnite oni they se dak balik rumah tidur..

on the way back home..
i alone, standing beside the road..
thinking a lot of things..
haih~
miow ar miow... don think le ba.. the more u think, the more it wil become complicate..
guess i shudn't THINK le rite??

ps. i feel sorry for making u cry~ >.<

How to confess??

Mayb it's my instinct that tell me not to worry bout anything..
but my mind always jump to the same place oftenly..

i did something very rare yest..
n i don even noe whether i asked the question correctly or not..
it seems tat i just lack of experience tat's all..

not many chances for us to practise rite???
so u cant say i can get my experience by just simply ask the same question to any girl i saw out there..
LOL..

yest after class..
man chun was having difficulties in deciding whether to confess or not..
then slowly v moved on to a topic..

cauz man chun wan to confess ma..
so of course wil think bout tat question de la rite??
can you be my girlfriend?

i din argue wif him la..
i juz laugh laugh la..
then he suddenly said shudnt ask lik this..
shud ask: can i be your boyfriend??

i duno la..
he sendiri cari pasal wif himself only..
haha..

later on we asked swee ann which one she prefered?
she said NEITHER!!
then i counter back lo:
then what kind of question you would want your future bf to ask you?? "can you couple wif me??"
feel energetic when i wan to cari pasal wif swee ann..
xD

so our conclusion is?
no conclusion..
anyone hav any idea which way v shud ask??
our white rat cant ans our question, so guess v shud ask outsider le.. xD

勇气~

今天,拿起了勇气。。
面对了自己最大的敌人 - 害怕。。

好不容易才使自己不要害怕，面对现实。。
真的嘛！
喜欢一个人要拖拖拉拉，躲躲藏藏吗？？

其实，不要面对面，还可以用其他方法的。。
可是，必要时，必须逼自己去承认。。

今天约了她出来。。
打算今天来个了结。。
不管结果如何。。
只想要一个明确的答案。。

答案那方面就不多说啦。。
回想下午所发生的一切。。
太唐突了。。
连我自己都适应不来。。
我们之间，无语……

难道要保持那样的状态吗？？
嗨~还是不要逼到她太紧啦。。
要不然，弄巧反拙就不好啦。。
加油，加油……

ps. 漫长的等待~
ps2. 爱真的需要勇气…… - 梁静茹

Too stress.. >.<

Omg..
too stress..
too much of stress..
too much of stress to take up..

I'm getting lik an iron man liao..
no nid rest jor.

everyday class until 5/5.30/6..
back to home oso around 7pm liao lo..
then will felt extremely tired and have the urge to sleep..
back home d ma..
back to our secure zone oredi ma..
so mai putting down all the burden lo..
n the tired-ness will shown..

this few day i think i can participate in college marathon liao..
running whole college lik no one's business..
Yest: DKC --> SAD --> R block --> DKC --> PA block --> library..
Today: Busstop -->R block(up and down numerous times) --> TBR --> PA block..
OMFG!!
wil die leh..
but no choice lo..
i'm organising a camp..
this is the thing i have to sacrifice le..

Recently felt lik everything is directly to me..
nothing i could let go of..
worst come to worst, i have to do everything by myself..
mayb, i shud learn to push some works to others to finish it..

If i did everything by myself..
i would b long dead liao lo~~ @.@

luckily i stil can sms someone to relief my stress a bit..
imagine i have no one to sms..
i would b sent directly to hell jor.. xD

haih~
i giv myself tomorrow a due date..
HOPE!! i can make it ba..
GAMBATE MIOW!!!

ps. ans ans??

Accounting Day 2009

i almost forgot this big event by our society tym..

this is because our junior did it quite silently..

i langsung get no updates from them..

even from the committee, v r blured too..

one day b4 tat, fri nite i received a sms..

oni i recall tat..
LOL!!

this year de accounting day is organised by the juniors that is going to replaced us nex year..
so we prepared this accounting day for them to organised to see their performance..
but, haih~

yest morning, my father fetched me to wangsa to meet the committee up.

committee is full attendance except vice president!!!

but her place is replaced by president de girlfren~

wow~~~~ xD

all of us had breakfast at bangi kopitiam..
later on we proceed to buy hamper on behalf of the juniors..

then bek to college, i'm getting very sien..
c the ppl playing games is non of my business oso..
i noe it's not my business but i as the committee shud show up n support them rite??
no choice lo~ @.@

stay there until 2++..
and to my surprise, they haven end this accounting day le..
summor the participants is not charged..
plus the juniors provide the lunch and water to participants for FOC!!
omg.. i'm getting shocked soon..

no choice, we committee left first, headed on to jusco McD!
sat there for 1 hr plus plus..
found another S&J souvenir shop there.
was so happy and hope i can found the same thing from the other outlet i wan wif a nice colour..

went into the shop hyperly, left the shop disappointly..
the colour available is the same as the outlet i went last thurs..
pink and light blue..
i wan yellow le!!!

me, xin yun, yee mong, yit woei took lrt and went to central market to look for accounting camp souvenir..
at last, we found a nice shop wif nice design and nice drawing.
straight away we paid deposit..
we hav no more time to think oredi..
this is because the camp is in 2 weeks time!!!
gan zheong~

i found another S&J shop there!!!!
yet again, disappoint filled me..
no colour that i likey for the alphabet that i wan..
>.<

yit woei suddenly said his gf bd is on wedn..
wan buy present..
so we teman him walk walk for another 1 hour lo..
oh gosh~ i'm getting tired n tired~
after he bought the present we quickly leave the shops..

on the way taking bus back to cheras, i did sth that i dont even think i will do..
mayb is the courage of the love gua.. xD
i asked something very special, hoping to get the same ans bek..
after 20 mins..
i get the ans!!! muahaha..
feeling so happy~
hope tat this happiness can stay forever~ ^^

ps. i miss you~

I MUST DO IT!!!

When u wanted to do something, there is no gurantee tat the same thing will remain there forever..

recently i felt tat my day is coming..
yes, feeling very happy..
cauz i can spend time wif someone tat i liked..

but yet, behind those happiness, there's a little bit of misery..
things could b very very easy..
but i chose to make it complicated.
dai sei or not?? LOL..

all the while, since last sem, i wanted to finish a task given by myself..
but due to many prob and many worries..
the task keep on delaying..

yes..
my fren was right..
he said if we do not make up our mind, we will keep on delay..
kenot finish?? delay~
tat's becoming my practice nowadays.
@.@

i keep on delaying..
thinking tat there is another 'next time'..
i cant afford to do this anymore..

from this sec onwards, i giv myself a due date until XX date..
i must tell myself, 'i can do it'..
sry..
I MUST DO IT!!!

i hope i wont disappoint myself..
and i hope that everything will be good to me..
god bless me~

ps.mood swing mood swing ~ happy!!! xD

Not an emo day..

Supposingly today no plan of going anywhere de..
yest got bek my last sem de result..
feel so unspirited d..
initially plan to locked myself up in my room doing wateva i can do..

woke up at 11pm..
having my breakfast as usual..
a msg came and asked me to go out somewhere..
a very tempting offer..
after few sec, i made up my mind to attend this last-min-outing..

actuali in the msg oredi stated very clear tat this is juz mere outing..
no sing k, no dota, no bowling, no movie..
JUST walk walk only..
so i agreed lo..
better than stay at home emo because of the sucked result..

1 bus all the way to timesquare..
they haven reached yet..
i went to ampang superbowl..
not to play, but to watch ppl play..

after the girls reached, we went to a restaurant beside GSC to have our lunch..
as i'm not hungry, i ordered something suggested by the girls.
(i stil duno wat i ate, juz noe it's a pizza-like food + cheese)
sambil makan sambil keng gai there..
i totally forgot wat is emo jor..
^^

then later v went walk walk around the shops..
go up and down, up and down..
just for the sake of WALK.. xD
drop by S&J souvenir shop for the longest..
feel lik buying something i saw in the shop to decorate my pendrive..
but the colour i no likey, so i juz forget bout it la..
but i might go bek to the shop anytime..
juz hope i can see something nice wif a favourite colour.
haha..

then pretty lady suddenly said wan eat cheesy wedges..
luckily i noe there's a KFC in timesquare..
so sat there for another 1 hour..

tat time around 6pm liao..
they nid to go federal hotel to meet her bro..
so v left timesquare and i oso follow them lo..
wow~ first time in federal hotel..
passed by so many times, never once i step into the building..

later on i took bus home and it took me 1 hour to reach home..
met sharon michele from my sec skul in the bus tym..
all the way i listened to music til i reached home..
tat's my daily activities..
^^

yet, i found out tat i'm quite a coward le..
don dare to voice out..
miss a chance again..
haih~

Exam Result outcha..

Today result out jor..
last sem did quite badly le..
all my mood gone after seeing the result..
~~~~~~~~~

today having 8am lecture in college..
but when v reached college and waiting for lecturer to come..
someone announced that lecturer canceled lecture!!
wth~
wake up so early, go college and was informed that FM lecture cancelled?
@.@

left CLG lecture, which v don plan to attend..
tat time was 8.30am..
except saren, jaysern n vincent which went to library rot there..
me nowhere to go..
manchun n songher paktoh-ing..
others went DKO.. AGAIN!!

then the 2 couples ajak me go yum cha wor..
mai follow them lo..
looking them pair by pair reali make me sam tong le.. >.<
especially they can spent time wif their loves one..

if lecture is on, they would spend the 2 hrs time together in lecture hall liao..
envy le~
nvm!!
speed up my process and get my own wan!! ^^

Works Overload..

I'm really stuffing myself wif loads of stuff this weeks le..

first up is the proposal for the camp..
i'm the organising chairperson!!
oh gosh, i admit it's kinda hard for me to keep up wif the works tat hv to b done..
at least, i started to learn now, better than noeing it when i start my work life.

2nd, lecture notes for student..
i'm sad to say jan intake is really a history liao..
even we are last batch of student hu is stil pursuing last sem.
but ppl seems to forget jan intake liao..
BEC notes i totally kenot photostat for my coursemate beacause miss chin(lecturer) said it's on CEL.
n the fact is, it's on MAY INTAKE CEL, not jan intake de..
CLG notes supplier seems to forget jan intake as well and he just photostat for MAY INTAKE!!
FAP notes cant find lecturer to get the notes as last few days he had meeting til evening..
n even before first lecture MAY INTAKE oredi got their notes!!
FM tutorial question, sbs office suppose to photostat for us..
but they din!! oni photostat for MAY INTAKE!!
they don even collect the tutorial question till today 16/10/2009!!
TI notes initially teacher say don wan giv, then now wan giv pulak..
haih~ oni these things oredi make me feel lik commit suiciding..
JAN INTAKE reali 多灾多难 ar!!

3rd, i have to deal some money stuff wif Accounting Day Committee.

4th, i need to withdraw some amount of money from bursary for TARC-ACCA workshop le..
need find president sign, then get chop, then find ms. yeo sign, then need send to SAD, then need to send to bursary, then need wait 3 days to get the money, then have to claim back the money from ACCA.
@.@

5th, i have to worry my own personal-related stuff..

6th, i have to find time to start learning my driving..

7th, i have to find time deposit accounting society money to bursary..
and i think tat wil spend me half afternoon..

fuuuuhhhhh~~~
now i realised 24 hours for 1 day is not enuf le..
hope i can settle everything without affecting my studies ba..
^^

ps. i miss you, do u miss me??? ^^

答案..

今天。。
本应有一个了结的。

第一，
自己不忍心面对。。

第二，
自己没尽权利找机会。。

第三，
自己败在自己脚下。。


五天前，
下定决心今天要搞嚸一切。。

结果，
机会溜了，至今还没有一个答案。。

对自己有了些小小的失望。。
加油吧。。

I'm a little bit sensitive..

I found tat i will be influenced by the surrounding very easily..

altho i acted everytime tat i'm not tat observant..

but actuali, i quite observant one..

so whenever a fren did something..

even a small thing, will affect me deeply..

normally if i smsed those close ppl, i wil use the sarcastic way to sms..

so sometime i too over, n if the ppl nv reply me, i would think tat she/he angry d..

sometimes, my mouth act faster than my brain..

n i wil said something 'hurtful' tat makes me feel guilty eventhough he/she din angry..

Anything not up to my expectation, i wil juz curse curse curse..

but after cursing, i wil asked myself, y i cursed?

i oso duno y i feel lik this le..

weirdo..
@.@

can i not b tat sensitive??
cauz it wil make me fall into a very emo state..
normally the first 30 mins after the incident, this 'illness' will be very severe..
then it will ease slowly.. but not fully..
haih~
i oso cant help myself..
can u??

Looking at the back..

Once in a while, i will looked back at my life's path..
not purposely, but coincidently..

yest, when i was in a deep thinking bout something..
i thought of my sec skul time..

i would oftenly think tat last time i should do this, do tat..
things at the past, seems to b an easy view to me now..

juz take an example, sejarah form 3..
sejarah for pmr is very easy..
u juz hav to go thru the 3 texbooks..
no nid memorize so hard..
n u can score well..
but, y cant i score well tat time??
@.@

suddenly, i thought of the girl i liked last time..
few girls la..
of course!! not at the same time ok!
it would hav been easy if i dare to voice out to them n said the 3 short n easy words - I LIKE YOU..
n probably, i would have my first blood earlier..

standing at the time capsule, looking at the back..
i will find myself, sometimes, ridiculous..
y should/shouldn't i did tat??
things mayb easy if v r direct, if v do not think too much..
mayb... i was juz think too much.. last time..
>.<

Sensitive nose.. >.<

I'm having flu..
once again..
very unfortunately le..

mucus keep flowing out..
hv to stuck a tissue paper in my nose..
or else i cannot tahan liao le..
feel so weak.. @.@

first week of the sem passed liao la..
all the lecturer oso i saw liao la..
some is gd, whereas some speechless..

Law lecturer - Ms. Zita Lau..
cant tahan her voice..
very soft, very childish..
izit every law lecturer cant attract my atention??
or was it tat this kinda subj cant attract ppl's attention?? X.X

Econs lecturer - Ms. Chin..
carmen said she was a nice lecturer..
i personally feel so too..
not reali 100% gd..
but can tahan la..
at least i wont sleep during her class..

Financial Management lecturer - Ms. Prema..
heard tat she wil b late for most of the class..
lecture first class late for 30mins!!
this subj wont b bored gua..
i think so la..

Financial Accounting lecturer - Mr. Soo..
confirm wont sleep..
he talked a lot..
crap a lot..
muahaha..

Tamadun Islam lecturer - Ms. ???
i duno y i hv to study this subj..
langsung takda guna betul la..
not lik nex time u go out n work u hv to ans 'how tamadun islam formed' rite?

haih..
this sem de subj quite diff le..
gotta work yself hard to study le..
or else din get scholarship for advance diploma i...............
haih~

DKO... again...

very fast..
juz started our new sem for 2 days..
yet, we went back to DKO again le..
this time, wif 2 newbies..

initially we don hv any plan de..
but bunch of monkeys keep asking us to go DKO..
summor this time carmen will be going oso..
carmen going, man chun sure go liao de la..
how can he miss this chance rite??? xD

then left us - me, songher, biiang & sweeann..
don wan make her wait for us le..
so v kinda asked her to play Left 4 Dead there!!
after 10 minutes of persuading + tempting offer, plus carmen there to tarik her..
at last, she cant control oso..
play L4D wif us..
nyek nyek... xD

me, manchun, carmen, sweeann played L4D..
at last, oni i get saved..
others?? in memory le.. xD
those guys play DotA..
i duno them la..
i heard they scold here scold there again le..
this is kinda usual d..

so tat's all for my report on day 2 of last sem in college...
starting nex week v hv 4 hours of break time..
where else??
DKO la!!
XD

Damn Sick..

today is sunday le..
supposingly i'm hyper on sunday de..
manatau yest i kena from sick!!

reali hate the feeling of sick..
apa pun tak boleh buat..
can oni lie on bed whole day..
plus u feel so sleepy yet u cant reali sleep sweetly..

yest went for amali kelas aka enjin class..
pass my undang..
1 more step to get my 'L' license is go for this 6 hours bored class..
class started at 9.30..
tat time i stil ok de lo...
10++ then i feel myself very uneasy liao.
very pening kepala..
feel lik lying..
but the kelas hv no place for me to lie..
plus 30++ ppl there..
omg.
this time die liao..

the time passed very slow..
first 3 hours is kelas-oriented de..
the remaining 3 hrs is some sort lik pratical kelas.
all of us surrounded the kancil, listen to the instructor lecturing..
but me, sitting aside lik a dead cat..
nv listen to the instructor at all..
no choice.. too sick le..

at last!! 6 hrs passed!!
i immediately went bek home n hv my mum's herb b4 i sleep..
nite tat time my highest record is 38.9 degree celcius..
o.O

nearly go to heaven lol!!
but i survived!!
yeah~
cauz there's a positive will in my heart..
i must survive!! xD

ps. yet, i stil miss u.. ^^

Undang test..

oh yes..
i pass my undang test..
this sat gonna take my amali lesson b4 getting my L license..
c.. i nv disappoint any party.. xD

sometimes i prefer to stay at home..
because there lied a bed for me to sleep on it..
n v can rest n do wateva v wan at wateva time..
but hor..

however!!
staying at home got another disadvanages de lo..
mum wil asked us to do this n do tat..
expecially those hu dont hv maid de lo..

today i lied at sofa very nice de lo..
lazy stand up de tym..
but hor!!
mum suddenly ask me throw rubbish, sweep floor, wash plate..
then go kitchen take plastic bag put at dustbin.
then ask me babsit baby for awhile..
omg!!!!!
i cannot tahan le..
but wat to do?? mum's order le..
can don wan do meh?? @.@

Midvalley outing..

first time take ktm..
4th time in midvalley..

started my journey of the day..

today hav a wet morning tym..
early in the morning oredi start raining heavily..
but this doesnt stopped me..
reach bdr tun razak lrt station, shu pin called..
oni i noe they planned an outing.
no one informed me pulak..
m i forgotten?? T.T
but they say got send me msg..
so i guess maxis punya salah gua? xD

today very big head lo..
first time missed station tym..
all because i speak phone wif shu pin..
lol..

from star chg ktm..
nv noe tat ktm makes me wait for 15 mins tym..
impression on ktm dropped to the lowest lvl..

b4 the meeting time, stil got 30 mins..
so hard for me to b at midvalley..
takkan i wanna waste time there??
so i kinda explore midvalley a bit la..
now i noe how big is midvalley liao..
from north to south is lik very very far..
how far?? walk urself lar.. xD

meet up wif a pretty lady in midvalley..
she.. er.. 路痴.. duno how go gsc..
so i hv to jemput her from one place n 'escort' her to GSC.. xD
to b honest, this is my first time 1 on 1 wif a girl.. xD

watched 2 movies..
1 is "A Perfect Getaway" starred by milla jovovich, resident evil main cast..
then hv lunch at food court..
chatted a bit bout baby stuff..
(cauz both us hv a baby at home, which sometimes quite irritating.. xD)

then v moved on to 2nd movie - "Where Got Ghost?"
one scene quite scary de la..
the lady who sit beside me, shout accidentally lo..
i oso shock when she suddenly shout..
she claimed tat she shout for tat part ni!!
ok la.. enuf talking bad bout her.. xD

after the 2 movie ended, it's around 5pm liao lo..
time to go bek~~

teman tat pretty lady all the way back to kepong ktm station..
after she went back liao, n since i'm at kepong..
first ppl came to my mind is soon kit!!
so i called him up n asked him go yum cha..
ended up stay at his hse for half an hour..
watching him play gg..
first blood, get killed, leaver..

day is late, his mum sent me back to ktm sation again..
n invited me for a day of overnite when i free..
i kinda.......... speechless.. xD

then i took ktm back to bdr tasik selatan..
n my dad wil fetch me from there..
basically tat is my journey of the day..
kinda happy n enjoy lo..

ps. i wil nv forget today.. so happy!! ^^

Nice nice food~~

haha..
today my mood can say half gd half bad..
bad because my fren get sicked liao..
(hope u get well soon wor)
gd because today can eat a lot of nice nice food..

today mayb is her mood gd gua..
she made soya pudding..
she made pumpkins cake(direct translate from chinese)..
n the main dish - rendang!!!

fuiyoh..
if i don get fat in these few days oso fake de la..
b4 lunch/dinner..
'diok' few pumpkins cake first..
then eat main dish rendang plus few pumpkins cake again..
after tat hv pudding for my dessert..
reali is great enjoy lo..
享受 dao~~ xD

hey!!
don underestimate these food ar..
all 3 dishes required lots of work load de ar..
my mum started working it out since yest nite..
n she finished by today morning..
in btw of course got sleep la..
so the first thing came to me when i woke up in the morning..
it's the smell of these yummy food liao..

so tat's my whole day de meal liao lo..
my dear master:
u think i wil gain fat or not leh?? xD

KPP..

oh gosh..
have been waiting for this moment very long..
yet i don wish to go oso..
UNDANG!!!

at last, today i get to enjoy the 'boring-ness' of the class liao..
2 words to describe..
no life..
summor i'm alone there..
no fren to teman..
langsung tak tau macam mana nak cont my life there..
28 ppl..
2 from china, 1 from indonesia & 1 from nigeria..
they sleep lik no body's business..
cauz... they don und bahasa!!!
they juz present themselves there..
n tat's it..
back home relax n take exam..
haih~

me leh??
7 am wake up..
8.30am reach there..
9.30 start class n all the way til 3pm..
wahsei..
cant believe i sit there for 6 hrs leh!!
geng..
anyway..
gonna take exam soon le..
tired..
yet..
ntg to do..
so..
tired~

ps. no plan whole week.. wanna go where?? cant wait for nex week.. ^^

No confidence..

While enjoying my holiday..
i'm stil building up my spider web..
ntg to do at home actuali..
so wat can i do??
think n think n think lo..

oh yeah.. yest nearly cried again..
because i eat a curry mee tat is too pedas for me liao.. xD

back tat time on fb.. saw something..
then, my moment of thinking start tat time le..

suddenly, my confident went nowhere..
untraceable..

from b4 final exam..
plan til now..
n then delay..
i say ntg..
kenot blame me..
i blame the fate for playing wif me..
i blame myself for not prepare enuf..
someone said to me, when v dont hv our own standing point.
the thing will keep on changing..

heard too much comment..
heard too much idea..
plan changed last min..
@.@

from sec skul..
i got so many target b4..
chg from this to that..
nv one i success..

think bout it..
it's because i lack confidence..
i scare to make the distance further..
no confidence at all..

think back, i could hv success in few..
but i nv take action..
c!!
now i kinda regret liao..
haih~

in a relationship..
no confidence, how can i survive??
how to build confidence become another mission for me nowadays..

now, b4 nex monday..
i MUST find my confidence back..
or else, i can say bye bye to this thing i wanted so much since few months ago..

ps. i miss u more than i thought..

Hari Raya..

honestly, i don feel the raya feel now..
altho it's raya holiday..
but then i don think i got the feeling tat i'm in holiday..
more than sem break holiday than raya holiday lo..
anyway, it's stil holiday~ xD

today go tbr..
fuiyoh..
it did gimme the feel tat they r lik 'zao lou' lo..
no ppl.. no stall.. no hawker..
all empty..
no car oso..
usually very hard to find parking de lo..
today so easy..

play 4 hrs there le..
reali lik non-stop lo..
kenot lik tat de..
later addicted not gd..

bek tat time langgar kereta tym..
juz bump into a car la..
but tat car no ppl inside..
bump liao cabut lari.. xD

til today.. my holiday is stil giving it to dota..
everyday dota je..
kenot lik this le..
later ppl ask me "wat hv u done in holiday??"
i answered "dota only"..
omg!!

nowadays typing too much typo error le..
guess it's the consequences of holding too much pen during the exam ba.. xD
how to correct??
type more?? xD

my future plan is stil undefined..
hope someone wil come to me wif a nice plan ba..

ps. ur new look shocked me for 5 sec.. ^^

Post exam symptom~

Omg!!
post exam symptom is striking bek!!

apart from slacking, i duno wat else i can do..
reali sien dao~
some go bek hometown, some go genting, some go pangkor.
me leh me leh??
undefined future...

beside this, i would think of something which is relevant to my planning this sem break..
it's lik back to the beginning again..
stuck at one place..
kenot move front..
how?!?!

luckily i hv my miss consultant to consult me le..
n i hv mr consultant too.. xD
they r experienced and gimme a great lead for wat i shud do..
hope wat they say become true ba..

i'm very sensitive to ppl's idea..
now let them talk here talk there..
plan le 1 month de thing hv to delay again..

hu doesnt wan success??
success kenot rush de ok!!
it takes times..
so, hope it works ba..
>.<

ps. i oso duno wat i'm writing..

In memories~

I cried..

Long time din cry liao..
not even i wan to break up wif my fren..
i'm not sensitive in crying..
hardly i wil cry..

but i cried..
my cousin, 9 yrs old, passed away..
his bro, cried non-stop..

this make me thinks tat life is short..
anyone can go lik tat..
may he rest in peace~

ps. life is short, appreciate wat u hv now..

Exam finished!!

Yo yo~~
exam is finished!!!

2 weeks of hell..
2 weeks of study..
2 weeks of stress!!

end..

YESTERDAY!!!

two weeks time..
study til late nite around 2am in the morning oni sleep!!
i think is the worst time for me le..
nv had this kinda tense feeling b4..
not even som stress me out until this state lo..
but..

it's useless now to think bout exam stuff again..
altho this sem i cant gurantee i wil get full A again..
if i cant maintain at least 3.75 for my CGPA..
anything below tat wil make me absent for 75% waived of school fees in adv dip.
so hereby i bai bai hoping puo sa, buddha, allah, jesus, cai shen ye..
all bless me for getting A for the 5 paper la..
xD

exam time become study freak..
stress lik hell..
now post-exam liao feel so free pulak..
duno wat to do le..
haven plan for my holiday plan lo..
no tvb drama to watch..
play dota??
whole day 24 hrs for 2 weeks meh?? @.@

anyone got any plan to go out gimme a call yea..
wait i sudy the feasibility test for the outing liao oni i decide whether it worth for me to go or not la.. xD
k la..
signing off lo..
nitez~
^^

ps. happy go lucky for my exam result la~

Mission Accomplished..

I've done wat i nid to b done..
now hv to b patience n wait..
Mission Accomplished!!
^^

Happy 1 Malaysia..

today is 52th independent day of our country..
yet i don feel any merdeka atmosphere as compare to 2 yrs ago..
lack of publicity gua?
nvm la..
not my prob oso.. ^^

today started revising for my final d..
wah~
i cant stick my butt on chair for more than 1 hr leh!!
sit stand sit stand..
if i sit there for continuous 4/5 hrs..
lik someone do..
i wil b 7sin liao lo..
find me in hospital bahagia by tat time..

today revise MA - Management Accounting..
holy shyte!!
relevant costing is surely a decision making part..
the Q is in front of me..
the ans is in front of me..
yet i stil duno y they must put in this n tat cost..
getting confuse..
consequences: headache!!
facing academic stuff too long is never a gd thing.. @.@

whole day gone for oni MA relevant costing..
crack my head to get the ans yet it's hard for me to do so.
hu can help me?? T.T
if i stil don und by tml..
my hand wil be bite by some aunty liao de le..
then u wil c me handicapped in final.. xD
hope u wont get me a hard Q..
plz.. ^^

i stil haven get rid of the lazy bug in me..
hav b more efficient liao..
if not my final de result wil b very ugly le.. T.T

blog ar blog..
plz forgiv me if i left u here alone for 3 weeks yea..
u must und ur master is away for final..
so u must guai guai wor~ xD

ps. my nickname: childish outdate small gas noodle piggy uncle miow..

Primary skul gathering..

have been 'avoiding' them so long liao lo..
it's been ages since i last went for this few-times-a-year activities..

so wif stephanie non-stop mumbling n asking me to go..
altho i so darnnnnn lazy..
stil i went to the ship(opposite bb plaza in bukit bintang)..

of 50 classmates, only 17 came..
this gathering was organized to farewell gee cheau's leaving to overseas..
so eating in a restaurant full wif romance's feeling..
nex time can bring my gf there liao.. xD

long time no c my frens..
i can say most of us reali did chg a lot..
sin yee become bigger size..
kimberly became so tall!!
chun leong became so man!!
n few of us become reali, altho i shudnt say this, pretty and handsome!! xD
7yrs after graduation, all of us chg..
时间可以改变一个人 reali true lo..

took set lunch..
n after tat hv a filifeleh session wif all the ppl around..
summor v talked bout the primary skul stuff tym..
lik wat is their nickname during primary..
teacher stil around or not??

3pm v moved to ts wif intention to watch movie..
wan watch orphan or district 9..
both no space available liao..
so wat?
2nd round of yum cha!! xD

venue is juz behind timesquare in a small restaurant call summer.
ehy.. the place there not bad k..
officially they provide us wif poker card tym..
can play games or play poker over there leh.. xD

v played truth or dare extended version there..
ver gao xiao de truth or dare lo..
v prank kam hin til very fun lo..
but i not satisfy v missed out our monitor - chiam rong!!
no way!!

v juz burned another 2 hrs time over there..
after tat thx to stephanie oso..
i followed her car to leisure mall for another mission..

my mission is to....
...
..
.
*secret*
wat i can say is i spend out 1 hr to do my own mission..

thx god..
i manage to finish my mission..
n after tat i went to popular juz for fun..
duno y i must go popular everytime i go leisure mall..

met mei yin there..
a form 5 junior.
she oso interested in accounting..
so i explained to her bout tar college n solve some of her questions..
used up 30 mins there..
after tat, saw a book entitled "Peristiwa 513"
got so interested..
sit down n read few pages n there gone another 30 mins..

back home at 8.30pm n juz in time to watch the owl!!! xD
n i'm back to my own world again..
the world of dreaming..
^^

ps. cant withstand liao.. must control..

Whole day gone to emoness..

Today morning..
hought of being a guai zai wan attend BL lecture de.
mana tau tat lecture came late..
nvm..
came late liao talk a bit then can dismiss liao..
wat the~

today mood mmg a bit terjejas because yest de thing..
then summor came in an offer to invite me to timesquare tym..
given a choice to attend class or go timesquare..
i chose attend class..

frankly speaking, i did regret after making tat decision..
cauz from 10 til 3 oso did ntg much..
shud at least follow them go timesquare de-stress a bit..

this thing make me emo whole day.. T.T

summor got one more thing i get to noe de..
someone tel me a breaking news..
oso affect my mood whole day..
wth is wrong wif me??
cant i juz myself??
T.T

tat is basically the front part of the day la..
one word to describe: frustration..

PA lecture is juz a mere charging time la..
mood become better..
then got one funny scene..

just coincidently my fren n another fren hav their phone model same..
after chit chat a bit their phone oso not buy by them de..
oso ppl buy for them de..
then realise both oso leave in Kepong..
4th coincident, both live in kepong maluri area oso..
5th wan lagi gao xiao..
same taman - taman bukit maluri..
6th is the road number..
but not same..
luckily..
if same hor..
i reali gonna b speechless liao..
LOL..

then whole day gone..
8am to 8pm in colege reali tiring..
hv dinner wif classmates at genting klang..
try new food..
duno wat mee is tat..
nice one..

ps. look u.. recharged.. energetic.. happy..

Emo day~

Today leh..
haih..
don say la..
morning wan play basketball oso no one tel me..
ter-paksa wear long short play basketball..
after tat feel my leg damn hot.
lik burning..
swtz..
wan plan plan earlier la..

2nd, having a yum cha session wif one of my fren la..
said 10pm..
tbr..
in the end, 10.30 oni ffk me..
sad dao~

then no choice go orange again play restaurant city n dota..
1pm replace the bl tutorial as i think mis tutorial oso ntg to do de la..
so better for me to go bl tutorial n learn sth..

b4 the class started..
chat wif mr. christopher lin tym..
nice chat..

then later basically ntg la..
attend lecture lo..
but then in lecture hall she not there..
no charger.. T.T
summor one thing cauz me emo whole day..
omg..
think too much liao..
but i cant control le..
wat to do?
let it b ba~
>.<

Nice talk..

today after ma tutorial..
as usual v went to wangsa there to hv our lunch..

my lunch is: economic mixed rice..
wah~
talking bout mixed rice..
it's been ages since i ate tat..
same goes to swee ann..
so today is the day when v picked up this type of food again.. xD

after finished the food..
sit there keng gai a bit la..
then hor mong dun dun drag CW in..
then mong dun dun drag Yi Hua oso..
then suddenly..
unavoidable..
drag mine in pulak..
wat the..

i duno wat to do liao la..
mai let them talk lo..
then i shun bian ask them tiz n tat..
as u noe..
i very cha sui in relationship de ma..
nv pak toh b4..
jiang da ge ren liao hai mei you pak toh ar??
ren jia xiao di di hai kuai guo ni leh!! T.T

my CEO there is experienced le!!
pak toh for lik 3 yrs liao le..
stable relationship.. ^^
don ask him ask hu wor?
then he gimme quite a few advice la..

the way CEO says thing hor..
fuiyoh..
pui fuk dao~
very theoretical leh..
nv experienced nv noe de lo..
so i kinda get some 'experience' from him la..
hope its useful to me.. ^^

then swee ann tambah gula a bit..
fong chin add little salt..
n michele there tambah vinegar..
poof..
the result shud be anticipated..
thx for the advice girls..
i wil not let u all down de~~
thx!!
^^

Let's hv some laughter!! ^^

不同年龄男女的需求

【0 - 5 岁的时候】
女→妈妈。
男→妈妈。

【6 - 10 岁的时候】
女→不是讨厌的男孩子就可以了！
男→可以陪我欺负女孩子的男孩。

【11 - 15 岁的时候】
女→十五六七八岁的大哥哥，千万不要同年纪那班野蛮人！
男→足球，篮球，网球，乒乓球......

【16 - 20 岁的时候】
女→我要十七八岁差不多年纪大家都说赞的「大帅哥」！
男→女人，女人就可以了！

【21 - 25 岁的时候】
女→25-29岁的成熟男人，要有事业基础，有品味，才华......
男→20-24岁漂亮又有身材的女人。

【26 - 30 岁的时候】
女→仍是坚持要比自己年纪大的男人。
男→20-24岁漂亮又有身材的女人。

【30 - 40 岁的时候】
女→心灵契合的好男人。
男→20-24岁漂亮又有身材的女人

【40 - 50 岁的时候】
女→男人。
男→20-24岁漂亮又有身材的女人

【50 - 60 岁的时候】
女→可与他终老的男人。
男→20-24岁漂亮又有身材的女人。

【70 - 80 岁的时候】
女→五六十岁时找到的那个男人，最好不需要自己照顾的。
男→20-24岁漂亮又有身材的女人。

【80 - 90 岁的时候】
女→比自己迟死的男人。
男→虽然已经老花眼，看不清楚......但是我还是希望是20-24
岁

......

总结：男人打从20岁后... 对女人的需求就十分专一!!!

Out of idea~

this few days..
i'm reali out of idea to write blog liao..
main reason is because i emo too much..
keep on busy bout my frustrating stuff until no time observe the other thing tym..

haih..
the habit of keep on reminding of the prob is not yet get rid..
whenever i am alone or i feel depress..
*pop*
it cames out out of a sudden..

sometimes my urge will increase dramatically until i must control myself not to do silly things..
sometimes, my mind tel me 'miow! u must lang jeng!'..
T.T

it can only help when times run faster and the date i fixed comes faster..
when times comes..
i wil do wateva thing i planned on earlier..
IN MY WAY!!
no more considerate de me liao..
i wil juz do in my own way..
lik wat ppl keep telling me..
be urself..
tat is natural de u!! ^^

so now i wil keep on asking myself to stop thinking so much!!
(altho i do not gurantee whether i wil do so or not)
wat can i do beside tat??
final is coming..
so studying ba..
>.<

Frustration..

haih..

duno wat to say..
i stil dont get the clues of my ans tat is supposed to be right in front of me..

one simple thing..
yes or no..
head or tail..
this or that..
1 or 2..
so easy!
yet i myself purposely make it so hard..
summor creating a trap for myself to step in..
an emo trap..

actuali it's kinda not emo la..
juz lik very frustrating ni..
cauz i'm eager to find out wat is the ans ma..
an ans to a solution..
no signifies, no signal, no anything..
i personally thinks tat this sec lik this, a sec later changed..
ooooo... very hard to noe wat girl thinks le..
tat's y solution is hard to come out!!!
lol.. blaming girls pulak..
sry sry.. @.@

told myself a lot of times d..
'better be myself'..
then???
the nex time i was thinking how to adpat myself to suit her liao..
y m i thinking too far leh??
man man lai ba..

miow ar miow~
confess pun belum jadi, nak fikir jauh buat apa le?
ish~
o.O

Suan le ba..

aha..
today get slightly better of emoness in me..
thx to my controlability of me.. xD

morning at usual go tutorial class..
this tutorial class joined group 4..
and mr. ck teach us tutorial in an extraordinary slow speed..
first time lol..

n beside..
i shall announce tat each n every assignment and coursework in this sem is ended with the last coursework for ma being submitted.
yeah~
but don so happy yet..
final is coming..
T.T

then afternoon joined the girl gang go MU McD eat lunch..
surprisingly, group 3 n group 4 very yao yuen..
v meet group 4' s ppl again after ma tutorial.. xD

after pa lecture, some of us lepaking outside lecture hall while discussing apa plan nex.
tat time i stil crapping a lot..
crapping n acting too much..
go beyond ppl's limit liao..
then hui yi 'complained' tat i too noisy..
dare me don talk liao..
ok lo..
mai don talk lo..
no big deal for me oso.. ^^

once silent, i silent til 8pm tym..
fuiyoh..
record breaking leh.. xD
the moment when i silent, i think a lot lo..
since cant talk liao ma..
so no nid think of wat to talk..
juz concentrate on thinking..

i think of a lot of possibility and a lot of thing..
i think of this, i think of tat.
whenever the result of the thinking is not wat i wish or i'm in dilemma..
i wil comfort myself by saying '算了罢'..
there is no other choice for me to not think of tat thing..
this word can at least comfort me even a little..

hardly to explain more on wat i think now..
very confusing.. @.@

ps. shud i invest more or less leh??

Emo strikes back!!

I cannot continue lik this!!

recently, i'm driven mad by myself..
i kenot concentrate on doing one thing..
things is getting worse..

i'm emo again..
omg!!
i long time no emo liao le..
emo strikes back..
not reali emo la..
but similiar to emo..
dilemma gua..

this time de emo diff a bit..
normally when i woke up, it wil automatically disappear..
but then when i go college..
starting to hv the symptoms..
n then late nite, my emo wil get severe..
omg.. god.. help me..

nite time, when i face comp, i wil be extraordinary emo..
the reason is because i keep on got things to say, but duno wat to say..
n then i telan everything in myself..
n ended up?? emo..

i wanted to find the right person to talk to for my problem..
but i cant find a suitable one..
the one currently on9 is not satisfying my taste..
they cant help..
oni certain people do..
oni one people can..
but currenlty she is having a fever..
so my choice is none..
none means?? emo again..

omg.. how can this thing happen to me??
i'm emo because there is sth inside me which makes me lik this!!
the prob tat i wan to find a solution..
the prob of don hv confident at all..
the prob of duno the ans is yes or no..
all this affect me lik shit!!
every single moment this question wil comes strikes me again..
no way..

if i cont lik this, i would make myself suffer a lot..
n mayb affect my performance in final tym..
but then i cant control..
how??
baby, tell me wat to do.. T.T

haih~
the only thing i can do is 'haiz'..
i can do nothing else..
NOTHING ELSE!!!!!

ps. mong dun dun become ur mother pulak.. xD