Friend can be a good mirror..

Yest wif no mood at all..
i on9 to search the fun n enjoyment wif fren..
but wat i get is even more worse than my mood..
a fren of mine..
juz noe her this year from the college..
chatted wif me..
i shud said i chatted wif her..
chatting from the topic notes, relationship, friends, feeling to me..
ME!!
not microeconomics nor macroeconomics..
it's ME..
aku, saya, wo..
b4 this chatting..
i thought how good i was as a fren of my frens..
i thought i'm very kind n very good..
i thought i layan my fren damn good n i thought i left a good image in my frens..
but when i chatted wif tat fren yest..
she tell me the truth.
sometimes she thinks tat i very chuan(selfish)..
altho i dunno y she say so..
n seriously i admit to myself i don hav anything to b selfish on..
but the truth is in front of me.
i left this image in my fren's thought..
after whole night..
i cant sleep well..
i'm thinking it hundred n thousand times..
"m i chuan??"
tat fren told me tat sometimes when she talked to me..
i ignore her..
is tat happening??
how come i dunno de?
since there's this fren tat think i chuan..
sure got second n third rite..
n sure more n more ppl wil hav different thought on me..
i cant gurantee everything is good nor bad..
but when there's the start of this kind of things..
sure there wil b next..

wat do u think bout me?

Target?? abnormal..

"when u doesnt hav a target, u r abnormal."

i don hav target..
m i abnormal??

DBKL Sweeping..

juz went out wif my mum to my nearby pasar to hav a nice breakfast..
juz when i wan to go to a nearby shop to buy some stuff..
there i saw a big lorry(wonder tat's call a lorry or lokap)..
in front of the market..
then i was lik ????? out of my mind..
wat the hell is happening to the pasar..
then i saw all the seller starting to pack all their things..
those hu sell food, shirt, alat-alat n all..
then looked around n i saw bunch of guys(malat lou)..
roboh-ing a stall tat sell bag..
taking all their things..
include the stall!!
others tat is nearby hav a scary look on them..
they quickly packed their things as if the dbkl ppl wil sweep their stall next..
then i was lik "sell food oso need license de meh?"
cauz b4 tat i thought oni sell shirt or bag or others oni need ma..
today lesson is i wil never ever sell things in pasar..
pasar pagi nor pasar malam..
because it's so mafan to juz sell something n u need to apply for tat long-waiting license..
hate those annoying stuff.. XD
but then hor..
dbkl oni sweep one stall n went away lor..
dunno wat's their mind thinking..
kesian those ppl hu kena sweep..
i c them calling this n tat sos-ing non-stop.. ^^
at last n for the first time i c this happen wif my own eye.. =.=''

PWC Trip..

A not successful tho not failure trip organised by me..
This trip to famous big 4 accounting trip is indeed quite bored..
When i started to gather ppl together..
I was a bit weird because tat driver from college bus not yet arrive..
n the time struck 1.15!!
v r suppose to gather since 12.30pm n depart from college at 1.30pm..
call bus driver end up "5mins.."
nvm.. wait n wait n wait.. sambil talking to ppl n signing our name to the important paper which is the letter for exemption from liability.
i'm the organising chairperson for this trip..
anything happen to them i gonna gg d..
wif this letter i'm save from responsibility.. xD
then reach near tat place v couldn't stop in front of the building..
so wat can i do is get them down the bus n cross the road..
which is so dangerous when u bring a group of ppl!!
then reach there i saw my st john officer!!
after chatting wif him for awhile oni i noe tat he is working in PWC oso..
after mr.reuben come collect us from the lobby..
v proceed to 15th floor..
mr. tiang hu is a former of tarc-ian giv us a small career talk..
i was very embarass when mr tiang ask us for question, there was no response from us..
OMG!!!
luckily later more n more ppl asked question..
or else i would lik to find a hole n hide inside.. xD
tea break time i pour a cup of coffee n drink it myself.
of course b4 tat i put a packet of sugar n cream..
N when i drink it.. >.<
it was darn bitter. T.T
put 2 more packet of sugar n cream makes it taste better..
i learn my lesson..
then office tour..
too fast..
among 8 floors v juz visit 3 floors..
n the visit was darn fast..
one blink of eye the office tour is over..
take a group pic wif everyone..
then off v go back to college..
haih.
again after the trip to PWC, i duno y i wil feel so down..
mayb because i spotted 2 girls gua..
potential gf of mine.. >.<
gonna get their contact number..
s~~~o~~~o~~~n~~~

Night Market..

My aunt from usa was back past few days..
so they wil suddenly come to ur house sit for the whole day..
therefore this week tat i declare off from anything is again occupied..
all my little cousin, aunty-aunty was here in my house since afternoon..
ngam ngam there's pasar malam around my housing area tonite..
therefore they sit n chat n laugh n bla bla bla..
making me going @.@ or X.X
nevertheless..
weigin..
yes!! the going-to-be or currently FAT n cutie girl..
called me out of a sudden while i'm chatting wif my cousin..
so after chatting wif her for lik 5 mins..
there my cousin snatch away my phone..
n talked chatted for 30 mins!!
weigin called me n chatted longer to him?? wasn't tat weird??
i din blame him because they r well soon-going-to-be a couple soon.. ^^
then night falls..
v go pasar malam buy food..
eat sambil watching tv.
then again the fat cutie girl call..
wif a stranger's handphone..
asking me out for a walk in pasar malam!!
very the sudden n surprise rite..
so i bring along my cousin..
3 pl of us walking in the pasar malam..
i feel very weird..
because i was the light bulb.. @.@
at first i was damn bising til ppl look at us wif the strange look..
then she complain again..
so i might as well juz shut up my mouth n zipped my mouth..
i was totally silent..
until tat girl beg me wif her pretty look..
then i return talking.. ^^
mind tat my main point here is weigin beg me!! xD
tat i was a little bit emo folowing them behind while i was zipped..
haih..
i think emo wont go away from me for a period of time gua.. T.T

ps. waiting for ur good news.. gambateh!!

Leadership..

Juz came back from college..
tired lik shit because i take lrt myself..
not hoping anyone to fetch me.. T.T
hope i hav a driver soon..
so i hav to work hard now!!
get lots of money later..
debut a company.
make more money..
get a driver..
tat was my hope..
but then the probability of getting this result wil b very relatively small.. xD
finish a meeting juz now wif my group of member..
my leadership ability showed..
they were helping me a lot instead..
they wont make me a sesat man..
they gave lots of opinion n idea..
a great team of organising committee..
altho i am the leader but they help me wat i left out..
n the due date of the task is near..
next monday is the day of trip to PWC..
everything success?? or failure?? lies within..
oni tat day itself wil show off it's result..
place is limited..
but then lots of ppl apply..
feel sorry for those hu cant go for this trip..
but wat can i do??
as a group leader..
i cant show my weak side.
i must always show my strongness to the ppl..
so tat my member can do well and wont get affected by me..
this is a success leader..
so everything is prepare..
everything is done..
the oni thing left is TRIP TO PWC..
i wan it a success...
let's c it on monday.. ^^

ps. all of a sudden lots of ppl owe me an ice-cream..

Cheer 08'

Another activity tat i wont miss!!
I'm sure wil make my time available for this.
noe y??
because sure can kap lui there wan lo..
hu wil wan to miss this kind of chance?!?!? xD
was a bit lazee to go at first..
so i drag til 12.30 oni come out from the house..
then when reaching bus stop..
i was lik OMG!!
Cauz down the road got traffic road block..
holy shyte!!
dunno how mant times lik this de..
almost everyday lik tat!!
cant tahan if cont lik this..
then i successfully reach bukit jalil putra stadium..
this year there's 43 teams to participate..
damn fun seeing the ppl performing down there..
i was impressed by them lo..
their performance u can feel it's from dunno how many month's hard work lo..
guys team is getting more n more each year..
some were good n some is totally out..
beside lots of newcomer this year oso..
all wif very weird names such as phantoms, pirates, cyclone, sparklerz..
our skul aka shirtliff was the last to perform on tat day..
there's a reason behind..
because they hand in the form late!!
but then their performance is lik a blast to every judge lo..
they did a perfect cheer without any mistake..
tat's y v get silkygirl merit award!!
beside they winning best showmanship award too!!
n the grand prize oso win by us..
CHAMPION!!!
they oso made a history to get 3 awards per year..
never had a history to hav a skul to won 3 awards per year..
sbu aka shirtliff is the first!!
i'm very proud of my former skul..
next time can chuen ppl d..
"ehy u noe my skul or not??"
"dunno wor.."
"har?!?!?! dunno ar?!?!? the skul tat win cheerleading champion de wor!!!"
ahahaha... jkjk.. xD
beside thru this event oso i c lots of my other frens such as yijia, jieli, nina..
k la..
to b humble..
everyone oso did their best la.
juz tat v r better than them..
tat's y v win.. xD
"hav u got tat spirit, yeah mdm, let v c in ur arm, u ar u ar ar!!"

ps. someone owe me icecream liao.. ^^

SJAM 20th Anniversary Dinner..

This dinner is better than last year's wan lo..
It's more interesting n more fun than last year..
performance oso nicer than last year..
Last year i go dinner as sbu-ians..
But now pca!!
Means..
i'm oredi an adult!!! xD
ning xin told me must reach b4 6.30..
but then i late d stil got lots of ppl standing outside chatting.. =.=''
malaysian's tradition to start an event late..
same goes to sjam.. xD
as usual our pr officer aka mr teh jun bin was missing in action again..
he's running every table to make up wif girls gua.. xD
then i saw lots of sbu junior..
they r undoubt quite pretty tat nite..
tat nite lots of things happen..
i get to noe so many couple arise in sjam..
so many news
some of them oso bring their gf/bf from outside sjam to attend this dinner..
so touching.. T.T
xw n kel, wy n kido, mich n jordan, ky n jackie, cw n elaine, cat n jb, hl n bev..
wow!! sweet sweet couple together wif their loves one..
zhu ni men bai tou xie lao, zhao sheng gui zhi, jin yu man tang.............
then b4 the thing end i run everywhere taking pic wif anyone..
ahaha..
then meet some of my clds member..
ningxin, munchoon, yungxiang...
a small gathering for our group gua.. xD
then back wif sandra's car..
get to noe some uncomfortable truth bout someone.. >.<

ps. fyi, i'm stil single n available...

Snatch..

Yest morning i had a presentation bout sport..
as to the presentation need to wear formal..
n those hu need to present oni need to come.
so it's oni a few ppl in the class..
but got 3 sohai hu no need present but stil come..
man chun, vinnie n kk.
i seriously salute them because i dunno wat's the reason for them to reach skul so early n sleep in there..
next week other group wil present..
therefore i no need come to skul tat early liao..
oso no need waste my precious 4 hours liao..
then can gg whole morning liao.. xD
then hor..
me, biiang, song, kk, vinnie, kl n ivan went storm as usual..
storm 3 hours..
after tat when gonna pay for the bill..
our leng zai song's purse missing in action..
he put his wallet inside the bag n put the bag underneath the comp..
then v realise there's this malay small kid sitting in between us when v paying full attention in dota..
a higher chance is him stealing away his wallet.
sohai cb mdjb snatch thief of u..
there gone our leng zai's long-used wallet..
may ur wallet rest in peace.. >.<
n u too snatch thief!!

ps. if i ever bump into u again.. u r in trouble.. beware!!

TT night 08'

TT stands for talent time night..
happened in our college yest night..
again i get the priviledge to c all the leng lui..
i was a bit late for this event..
but i stil manage to reach b4 the event start..
the opening performance was indeed a very successful yet i can say it's very de nice..
cauz it's perform by all the ex-tt finalist..
tt gives the chance for everyone to show their talent in group singing, solo singing, instrumental, dancing and emcee..
tho i did saw tat v hav lots of talent in tar college despite the lengluility of our skul is quite high i think.. xD
the event proceed to the group singing first..
nothing so special bout it la.
then it's 3 groups of instrumental talent compete to each other...
2 of them is a band..
another one is something lik the show 'secret' starred by jay chou..
u noe 2 keyboard on stage..
one left one right..
one girl one boy..
playing a similiar thing lik shi shou lian tan(4 hands play together)..
tat one damn high lo..
damn impressed by their performance..
of course this one wins the instrumental category la..
then solo singing..
my fren(ryan) take part in this categiry..
altho din win but at least he did his best performance as he can pull his voice to the highest peak..
n stil din miss his tone.
to b honest the song he present is very de hard to sing wan lo..
then of course is dancing category..
this is damn climax because of the dance the participants show us..
popping, loping, breakdance, slow dance..
hehe.. ^^
hav a great time over there lo..
thx to jeffrey for bringing us to vip seat so tat v can see even more clearly..
at last the solo singing(yee min) is the overall champion..
when v r leaving the place..
the whole box of drink were missing..
because i take it oredi la.. xD
but tat was when everyone have their drinks d la..
then the remaining one box i juz take it..
din giv a damn oso.. xD
so i earn a box of drinks.. ^.^

Formal week??

Hehe..
wat is actuali formal week leh??
formal week means i hav to wear formal in tat week..
but of course i'm not gonna wear it to college everyday rite..
tat wil b weird..
as if im working in tar college.. xD
2molo is the tt night..
wear formal is a must for every one hu present.
so again i'm going to dress myself til handsome look again..
imagine urself ba.. xD
then tues i hav to wear formal again because of the stupiak english teacher hu require us to present our own topic in a nice(formal) way..
present juz present la..
wat for u nid to make the things go so wrong??
present not equal to must wear formal..
btw if i'm going to wear it on tues..
then i hav to bring my wardrobe there d lo..
i got sport on tat day..
so need bring sport attire..
then i hav this presentation.
need bring formal cloth..
summore i dunno wat topic to present leh..
haih.. mafan!!
then again..
presentation for bahasa malaysia on thurs wil make me wear tat again..
i wonder whether my mum can make it for me anot cauz i juz hav a set of formal shirt..
so tat's it la..
juz finish myself from badminton..
i lose to yee hoo.
by juz a bit oni lo!!
nvm.. this time u win..
i wil win it next time.. XD

Tag #2 - 决定爱你(Decide to love you)

a. Put your iTunes, Windows Media Player, etc on shuffle.
b. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
c. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN, NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS.
d. Put any comments in brackets after the song name.
e. Put this on your blog.

1. If someone says,”Is this okay?”
洋葱(Onion) by Yang Zong Wei (whenever ppl as me ok or not i shall answer onion d.. xD)

2. How would you describe yourself?
码头(Harbour) by Zhong Sheng Zhong (totally nonsense!!)

3. What do you like in a guy/girl?
不会分离(Wont Go Apart) by Michael Wong (i lik frens tat wont go apart from me de.. xD)

4. How do you feel today?
总在我身旁(Always With Me) by Star Reunion (i always feel with myself.. ahahah!!)

5. What is your life’s purpose?
哲学家(Philosopher) by Fann Fan Wei Qi (a lot of philosophy in life will make me go @.@ gg..)

6. What is your motto?
缺氧(Lack Oxygen) by Rainie Yang (i wont once lack of oxygen la.. if i do i die d lo!! xD)

7. What do your friends think of you?
屋顶(Roof Top) by Jay Chou and Wen Lan (i think mayb my fren wil think tat i shud enjoy my love gua.. cauz this song is very sweet and it's for couple de lo..)

8. What do you think of your parents?
期待爱(Waiting For Love) by JJ Lin and Jin Sha (waiting for my true love?? xD)

9. What do you think about very often?
快乐(Happy) by Zhang Zhi Chen (Fish leong's cousin)(not bad wor.. i always think of happiness.. think bout the hapiness i wil get when i fall in love.. xD)

10. What is 2+2?
错了再错(Wrong d wrong) again by Nicholas Teo (mayb they said 2 + 2 if do worng d do again gua.. ahaha..)

11. What do you think of your best friend?
甜甜圈(Sweet Sweet Circle) by Ginnie Zhuo Wen Xuan (my fren is sweet!! ^^)

12. What do you think of the person you like?
完美比例(Perfect Ratio) by Rainie Yang (wah!! i wan a perfect girl!!! xD)

13. What is your life?
最近还好吗(How are you feeling nowadays?) by SHE (means i care for fren a lot!! always ask this question make fren think tat i'm caring!!!!!!! xD)

14. What do you want to be when you grow up?
日不落(Sun wont fall) by Jolin Tsai (sun wont fall so tat i hav unlimited time everyday to do my work.. xD)

15. What do you think of when you see the person you like?
被骗了(Being cheat) by 2moro (being cheat by their look gua.. girls always use their look to cheat.. xD)

16. What will you dance to at your wedding?
幸福氧气(Happy Oxygen) by Ginnie Zhuo Wen Xuan (i wil b breathing a fresh happy air tat time.. xD)

17. What will they play at your funeral?
对望(Look upon) by Lin Zhi Ying (my fren wil look upon themselves y such a gud guy suddenly die gua.. xD)

18. What is your hobby/interest?
只欠一句我爱你(Owe u 'i love you') by Danson Tang (did i owe a lot of ppl a sentence 'i love you'?? @.@)

19. What is your biggest fear?
终极陷阱(Ultimate Trap) by 5566 (i do hate trap in the dota.. ppl suddenly ambush u.. xD)

20. What is your biggest secret?
牛仔很忙(Cowboy very busy) by Jay Chou (i'm a cow boy n i'm busy?? ahaha..)

21. What do you think of your friends?
爱我的两个人(2 people that love me) by Lu Xue Rui (swt..=.='' dunno how to comment d..)

22. What will you post this as?
决定爱你(Decide to love you) by Vivian Xu Ruo Xuan

23. What song would you play during your first time having sex?
就是愛你(That's love you) by David Tao (wow.. a soft song.. can enjoy tat time.. xD)

Tagging:

ANYONE!!!

Tag #1

1.What do you want the most now?
i wan to sleep as mch as i can.. haha..

2.Who is the person you trust the most?
this is private n confidential la.. if not u all go to the person n ask them bout my secret..

3. Are you in love?
obviously i'm not rite..

4.If you have a dream come true..
i wan to hav a perfect girl beside me n prepare my dinner when i'm finish from my work..

5.Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after the rain?
of course!! y dont?? this is science k!!

6.What's your goal for this year?
to make sure tat i pass all the subj tat i take n try to make myself in couple mode asap..

7.Do you believe in eternity?
no.. human cant b eternal.. non-live thing cant b eternal.. even animal oso cant b eternal..

8.Have you ever broken a person's heart that he/she wanted to commit suicide?
no la.. i wont ever do tat to someone la.. i dont wan ppl lose life because of me.. it makes me feel lik i commit the crime leh.. ^^

9.What feeling do you love the most?
when someone praise me.. or when someone do trust me from their bottom of heart..

10.What are the requirements for your other half?
i) loyal - must b loyal la.. if not when she berlaku curang i reali cant stand it myself..
ii) trustable - if no trust no point together rite..
iii) caring - i need someone's caring!! i reali cant stand everything wif myself!!
iv) good personality..(at least it makes me consider tat)

11.What kind of feeling do you hate the most?
being betray by fren..

12.Do you cherish every friendship of yours?
this is for sure of course!!

13.What do you want to do in the future?
i wil want to makes myself enjoy the feeling of being love.. xD

14.What is the most important thing in your life?
friendship, love and family..

15. How did you feel last night?
quite suffocated.. cauz i'm trying to think of a way to solve my fren's prob tat is so complex!!

16.Who do you hope to be always there for you?
Friends.. i lik to b wif frens.. it givs me the comfort..

17.When do you think the world will end?
i'm not sure bout this.. i'm neither the one hu create the world nor the one hu wil destroy it..

18.The world ends tomorrow.What will you do?
i wil want to share my time wif my love one and my faithful fren..

19.What do you think of the person that tagged you?
MK FAN WAI!!! she is so annoy because she leaves us behind in tar while she herself so selfish went other college enjoy.. xD(don b angry k!!)

20.What do you want to know right now?
i wan to noe the way to solve my fren's problem!!

Then add 4 people in your list and list them out at the end of the post.
hu ever hu wish to do juz do la.. no need so mafan tag de la.. ^^

Human behavior..

MAKE SURE U R 18 N U R NOT ACCOMPANY BY PARENT!!

wtf is hppening to this whole world??
damn pissed off with human behavior..
almost everyday i read newspaper..
the same thing happen over n over again..
don care hu or wat event occur la...
but i din comment anything bout this..
i juz read thru n in my mind..
i was thinking tat this thing is kinda funny..
altho some of the ppl wil get satisfactin on this matter..
but also there's victim tat is getting hurt!!
i cant exactly tell u wat actuali is the thing..
but it's the most common thing tat u can find in a newspaper..
(guess urself)
well..
one of my fren had this unlucky incident happen to her..
so damn pissed off when she trusted the guy so much..
the guy used her softness to hurt her??
how can this b happen??
wat happen to this world??
when i heard this..
i was kinda shocked tat a guy wil layan the girl lik tat..
wat's ur prob man?
u r hurting her u noe or not??
got damn eat ur shit la..
u can knock to the wall n it wont recover the girl from the shadow of ur sohainess at tat moment..
get loss from the girl..
she don wan c ur face..
today i learn tat don trust ppl too much!!
u wil in the end b used by them..

ps. quite aggresive when writing this.. b considerate wif me..

Was it a failure or a success??

As i mentioned b4..
our sjam sbu's gathering this year was not as successful as past years..
so yest was the post mortem..
sbu + sbs ppl include the hod n the assistant..
i hav lotsa thing to say d de lo.
but haih..
very hard to voice out because so many of my fren..
takkan i wanna to complain bout my fren meh??
but then hor..
just when i think tat it shud b voice out..
i'm feeling not so gonna voice out d..
noe y?
when some hod is giving their report of their respective department.
other ppl were chatting among themselves!!
btw, no one is able to control them leh!!
no one is able to unite the whole committee to listen to the report!!
so kesian..
the whole post mortem to me was a failure too..
altho i'm only the vip la..
no rights to voice out..
but then i think they take this post mortem for granted..
totally failure!!
sry to say la..
but this is wat i think..
damn sesated inside..
when i wanna giv comment..
sbu is reporting n sbs was lik doing their own things??
holy shyte!!
this is not even counted as post mortem!!
not meeting oso..
a gathering i suppose??
for the committee??
come on..
i dont think anyone learn their lesson from this post mortem lo..
except weigin, keiyan, xiauwei, michelle, kean loong.
u can c at least they stay back til the whole thing end..
they were the last hu leave the room..
u can c when the time is up ppl juz went back..
come for the sake of showing up faces..
if lik this better don come la..
damn pissed off wif their attitude lo..
post mortem is a place to learn from your mistake..
don hav the will to b here don come la..
credits given to those hu reali pay their attention to learn their weakness..


to weigin : u hav done your best.. a very potential ppl..
to keiyan : u reali did a great job for organising this event.. despite the failure of ppl..
to xiauwei : i noe u r very sad of the remainders of the booklets.. let it b ur souvenbir ba.. xD

ps. dont read this as a committee/person in charge.. read it as my fren.. don angry!!