One..

rmb i intro two songs yest?
i realised i addicted to it le..

today while i work..
i repeated those songs for whole day..
ONLY these two songs..
even one of my colleagus lectured me bout it..

meanwhile..
i got flashback..
on wat i've done..
and how she reacted..

i'm oredi in kebuntuan jalan le..
i duno which step i shud take after this..
i wanted to voice out..
but at the same time i scared i hurt her again..
how?

haih~
after all, i'm not god..
i'm not perfect..

yest nite, i accidentally saw wat she wrote somewhere..
at the same time, i was listening to one of the song i intro - 心墙..
when these two things come together.
i felt the urge of crying..

tang tang nan zi han da zhang fu..
nan ren liu han bu liu lei..
shud i cry or not?

aiks~
i'm really fed up le..

now..
i really need one people..
one touching advice..
one appropriate plan..
one satisfying answer..
one and for all..
settle it up..

can i do it successfully before this sun?
3 days left..
y sun?
because i'm going to college and meet frens..
i don wan b emo, later they oso kena affected..
i don wan act to b happy, because tat's not me..
so sun..
plz..
gimme ways to end this!!

ps. i miss you or i love you now?