33rd day..

today i came bek home earliest..
6.15pm..
because there is nothing for me to do in Alliance bank.
those senior knew i would leave soon..
therefore they don wan gimme job and while i did halfway, they nid to redo..

basically i did very very simple thing in Alliance bank only la..
and today is my last day in Alliance bank le..
tml, i will officially go to Bank Muamalat..

juz when i'm getting close to senior in Alliance bank..
they send me off pulak..
juz two days i knew them only le..
this is life i guess..
u cant control wat u wan actuali..
lik, i wan her..
kenot..

today before i went off, i chatted wif my senior la..
they r very kind and funny weyh..
hope i can stay there wif them lo..
but i couldnt..
i can b there for even 2 days is an honoured for me le..
supposingly v r taking up the special assignment and go nowhere de lo..

yest i said they r bringing food to client place rite..
yes! they did!
and i'm one of them who helped to carry up the things..
everything is cover wif plastic la..
except mamee..
and unfortunately, i'm taking up the mummy..
while v moved the foods from basement parking to 15th floor..
everyone is looking at us..
even the alliance bank ppl..
one of the staff there..
eating apple..
looking at us transfering the food..
very embarassed lo..

i asked the senior whether it's normal..
they said YES!
walaueh..
reali zha dao lo.
they do this to every client leh!
=.=''

oh ya..
today one senior fetched me to client place..
so tat i don nid to walk tat far la..
she's from bahau, renting a place in KL to work..

i chatted wif her..
only to noe tat she worked til 3am in the morning only back home..
then i asked her..
is this auditor's life?
she said YES!!!
and the more i chatted wif her..
the more i think tat auditor is not easy le..
she said tat auditor forever no holidays de..
unless v take leave la..
sumtimes, for work purpose, v stil have to went bek to office during weekend..

but one pros which is very important..
the pay for auditor is higher compare to other line..
auditor earned more..

and it's a coincident i can eat lunch wif swee ann today..
her work place is juz behind my building..
so v went to McD to have our lunch there..

before i went off from office..
a msg shocked me..
surprised me..
for one whole week..
i hope tat the msg sender is her..
at last, it did happened..
i see hope..
but when she said bye..
i feel depressed..
can anyone tell me am i addicted to her ar?

i juz duno how to react..
i duno wat emotion shud i giv to myself..
i'm in a dilemma..

i guess i'm juz falling too deep le..
>.<

33 days.
i'm still missing you..
very much..

ps. thx for the effort to sms me..