36th day..

gosh!
normally i hope tat i can dream bout u..
but it wont happen..
nv ever happen!
not even once..

but juz now when i came bek from work..
damn tired..
the accumulated tiredness of the week..
i oredi kenot tahan..
so i had a small nap..
i dreamt bout u..

walaoeh..
god must b joking wif me..
haih~

yest nite..
i kenot tahan d..
so i break the rules..

again, i duno how to face her..
i haven let go of her..
so i juz send a simple caring msg la..
i have the urge to 得寸进尺..
but i controlled..

today afternoon..
oso have the urge again..
luckily i saw swee ann..
because v having lunch together..
i saw the warning embedded inside her..
fine then~

altho i failed to b closer to u..
but i stil cant stop to care bout u..
guess this situation will carry on for a longer period..
hope tat v will stil b able to sms lik b4..
i really hope so..
god..
plz make this wish comes true..
@.@

it's only a simple wish le..

for 36 days..
nv once i success..

tell me y~ it's so hard to forget, dont remind me~