Planting Trees~

Today is another meaningful day..

I woke up early in the morning..

even earlier than my usual working day's wake up time..

Juz to attend a few hours event..

But since it's charity & environmental friendly, i don mind to do that.

As long as i don oversleep.. xD

and of course i din!

After having breakfast, went hostel to gather..

but there is no one YET!

i stayed at the guard house and listen some uplifting song..

after everyone gathered, we depart to SK Damansara Damai..

wat v r going to do is to plant trees.

to promote a greener environment..

and it is organised by one of the TARC-KPMG BEST Programme group.

(BANANA group i think~)

i volunteered to owned the cangkul..

because i wanted to do some heavy works beside having to sit in the office until butt oso pain..

v planted 15 trees around the skul..

i think i planted 5 of them..

not wif my own effort oni la..

of course wif others oso~

great satisfaction..

langsung no affected by a surprised msg i received this morning..

b4 the activity started, v hv plenty of time to socialise..

and it's a great moment spending time wif frens..

indirectly getting their positive energy to bring out the 'sunny' me!

^^

the event started from 10am til 11.30am..

then cabut, balik rumah..

haha~

ppl ask y m i so obligated?

even u need to wake up so early..

even u need to take own transport ALL THE WAY from cheras to tarc..

even u so tired..

i answered, 'passion'.. again!

and the fact tat it can fill up my free time, y dont use it on something better?

rite? haha~

***

this morning got a msg from my fren..

i duno wat he said..

but wat he said make me suspiciously..

nevertheless, i'm fine..

altho i took into consideration the worst situation tat will happen on me, yet i'm stil me..

i'm not down! *hi5*

not because i don care, is because i understand~

and i'm prepared!

*smile*

ps. wat could it be huh?

Fast Changing Week~

I duno wat kind of week i'm going thru..

Everything seems to change so fast!

first up is my senior..

I thought i'm having a great senior..

But after 3 weeks under her guidance, and after sharing thoughts wif fellow associates..

I found out tat actuali my client firm's de audit senior is not as good as my first impression.

The main prob wif her way of coaching..

She duno hwo to coach properly~

Coach as in guide us thru the works perform.

Wat she did these whole 3 weeks is throwing me files..

asking me to do it..

she did coach-ED me..

less than 3 mins..

and u call tat a COACH?

harlo, i'm juz a fresh intern!

=.=''

at first i thought i'm the only 1 who is having this thought.

But later on i discovered the other ppl oso thinking the same thing.

And the way she treat client make us very hard to do work!

Everytime i get files from client, they will say i very 'fan'(cantonese)..

why?

because she oso show no respect to them!

when she talk to the client, she face comp!

wat kind of attitude izit?

if i'm the client i oso felt insulted la!

Wat i prefer is she coach me 30 mins..

and i do work 1 hour..

better than she coach me 3 min..

i do wrong work whole day!

zero production for the day!

Wat to do? Why do this? Wat kind of things to request. Exaplain more la!

Show some example and i will catch up very quickly..

Haiz~

Another thing which is changing fast is my feeling to LA.

i thought i maintained a very high EQ in this..

I told myself i must stay for tat period of time..

but thurs nite i was having insomnia..

I'm trying to figured wat's wrong wif my friend's reaction..

Is he giving me some hints?

When he sms-ed me bout this thing, I appreciated him for advising me..

However, i ain't a person which will fed up easily..

He analysed the prob for me..

He countered every single reason i gave..

But I hv an unique thinking..

Rather making myself off and do nothing, i prefer to try once more time..

Tho i noe my chance is very very low..

Hereby appreciate u as having a caring fren lik u..

However, I think i wil disappoint u this time..

Just let me try once more time ok?

I promise after this i will convince myself to do wat i am suppose to do..

^^

Luckily, this time i wasnt emo..

I promise my fren not to emo le..

i changed!

I'm being silent..

wif a smile on my face~

I don wan emo le..

Emo is nt a good habit!

and it destroyed my reputation!

at least now i'm thinking lik this~

I must think wisely le~

Perhaps i shud do something big!

"Perhaps"~~~

ps. 258 14789 1478963 (tel me if u can decode).

Passion!

I must be ki xiao le..

After whole day of stressful work, yet i still planned to go back to college..

LOL!

I think this is one of my advantage ba..

When i have passion on things that i planned do, i wil be sure to dedicate as much as possible..

Eventhough after work, i hv to rush for bus, sit for an hour and half, reach college, juz for the 1 hour meeting, i will still attend it.

and this happened on Wednesday..

Purposely went back for Accounting Nite meeting.

After that still hv to take 1 hour of LRT before i can stepped into my own comfortable house.

Many ppl will think why i push myself so much?

Reason is as simple as one word --- PASSION!

Passion is everything that drive us.

When u dont hav this thing, for sure u wont b able to do the same things as me.

It's very troublesome, tired, inconvenience action u noe!

Troublesome - still need to attend meeting after work.

Tired - rush here and there for long distance & long time!

Inconvenience - I'm actuali heading to direction which is further from my house!

Same thing happened on Friday..

But Friday's progression is far more better than Wednesday's.

I went to wangsa area to meet up wif bunch of committee for a camp meeting.

It's one of the nine-skul programme(九校).

V r going to organise a camp for those nine-skul's student in June.

and yest was the first meeting.

I like organising events..

and this is probably the last event i will handle before i fully focus back on my academic stuff.

Being in Advanced Year 2, it's far more difficult than in Year 1 le..

Year 1 i'm oredi struggling so much..

Year 2 will get worst. worst's worst.

Thus i told myself if i wan to engage myself in activities/events, i must do it before that period.

Hence u will always see me travelling here and there juz for those events.

So far i hv 3 events & 1 regular meeting on hand.

- Accounting Night

- Chinese Society's 3D2N Camp

- Intervarsity Accounting Quiz

- Toastmaster's Meeting

Dont be shock if you see me sms u pleasing u to teman me makan for either dinner/lunch.

Cauz i dont want to waste the time travelling to College area just for the event.

Might as well spend a little time(30 min - 1 hour) wif frens.

Lik wat i did today..

I dated Tzong Meng after failing to date Jayne and Peng Aik.

and surprisingly i get some idea out of him!

A worthwhile result!

2 questions on my mind.

1 solved.

another 1 hv to do research..

when do i hv time for tat? T.T

ps. r u ok?

心情很乱

心情很乱。

七上八下。

每天上班放工都在做着同样的东西。

走在茫茫人海里（上班的地方恰巧在黄金地区）。

眼神放空。

仿佛没了灵魂酱~

理由很简单。

但我不想在这里说。

只想要抒发下我不安的心情。

到底我可不可以坚持多一点点？

我可以勇敢一点吗？

到底是为什么？

我的问题出在那里？

这些烦恼的问题足以使人有负面的影响。

看来我需要多参些朋友。

以把我阳光的一面遮盖心里黑暗的一面！

A busy CNY weekend~

After one whole week of draining from internship.

I'm very tired.

But then it's stil in CNY rite?

So i attended numerous gathering in this weekend.

shun bian bai nian ma~ xD

The schedule is very tight.

But i enjoyed hanging up wif frens~

So this is one of the reason eventhough i'm very tired but i'm still very excited to go for the gathering.

Thurs(10 Feb)

Went kaisien house.

opps!

shudn't called his living place as house le.

it's mansion!

big dao lik anything.

first time in his new house..

as he is one yr younger than me, all the ppl he invited was oso one yr younger.

of course i knew them all!

this is the first time i left my secondary skul yet still can meet so many secondary skul fren in one occasion..

shuang dao~ !!

up to my request(for memorable purpose), this pic was taken. it took 5 mins for eveyone to 'mai wai' b4 it was taken.

Saturday(12 Feb)

Early in the morning i shud attend a charity programme organised by one of the KPMG BEST programme group.

But i cant cauz my whole body ache.

So i ffk them..

felt very guilty le.. @.@

nite time went disheng's house to celebrate his chinese lunar birthday.

few ppl oni la..

mostly is mehsi gang ppl.

me, songher, yeehoo, weiquan, shupin, biiangsheng , kahwai and few of his UCSI fren.

wat v do there?

watch MU vs MC derby match.

plus gambling..

tat's all..

LOL!

wat do u expect from frens that keep seeing each other? haha!

Sunday(13 Feb)

Got 2 session.

1st one in the afternoon..

primary skul gathering at primary skul form teacher's home @ happy garden..

unfortunately..

this time very few ppl attend as CNY holiday ended long time ago and most of them went back to their respective geographical location le..

but was shocked to see khye tjiet attended the gathering..

plus kamhin, chenhoong, wanteng, chiamrong, siaupeng & cheryl.

v chatted at the table for 1 hour plus..

soo nice~

first time get so close to form teacher.

haha~

Second round @ old town!

Yi Lee's farewell?

This is like a tradition le lo..

Everytime she will be bek to M'sia for CNY celebration.

and b4 he depart bek to Aussie, he will called a small gathering at old town..

i'm one of the usual member.

mayb because i juz live nearby ba~

haha!

got jooying, meimei, yilee, tienkoon, yeehoo, kahwai, songher.

everytime v meet sure got some news to spice up.

unfortunately this time i became the spot light. T.T

Monday(14 Feb)

Also Valentine's Day..

I'm still single.

As i don have valentine yet.

So i don celebrate this day!

Gam ngam kah wai's hse got open house..

it's yearly event that we confirmed will attend.

However, wat makes this time so special is because we never went overnight there.

Normally we will overnight de.

But due to everyone's hectic timetable plus someone which have activities on the next day..

No one is able to make it..

His mum even show us the renovated room to accomodate us.

Nvm, next time we will be sure to come bek and conquer the house again! xD

ps. there is a reason why i attend so much gathering. take today as example. i will keep on thinking bout you if i hide myself at home. but everytime when i went gathering, my mind stil thinks bout u when they touched on relationship thingy. doesn't make any difference. =.=''

'North Pole' Client!

As an auditor,

i heard that it will be a tough one when client doesnt want to cooperate wif u..

Luckily, i have a nice account clerk - Kak Zu which patiently explain everything that I duno..

U noe la, sumtimes ask senior oso they giv face to u..

So prevent that to happen, me ask the clerk lo..

This client is nice..

Everyone is cooperate..

BUT there is one problem!

The room that we occupied is something like North pole!

It's even colder than Genting..

Can u imagine i hv to work under than condition for 4 days?

and guess what?

the warmest place of the building is TOILET!

Sumtimes, u will see me taking toilet as my 'sauna'..

i went there to heat myself..

how?

use hand dryer..

wat a brilliant way to fight cold..

LOL!

btw, my audit team consisted of me, 2 dec 2010's batch associate. and 1 manager..

Remember first day i said that working wif them no stress?

Oh yea, no stress from manager..

However, situation changed..

I'm new to this on-field audit work..

Obviously very damn super duper lack of experience rite?

My manager which is kind to me on the first day..

still being kind..

but the way she coach me on doing audit work is very the 'zha dao'?

she brief me very briefly..

actually i got nothing against her..

One funny thing is she took leave today..

heard from other ppl said that she's going for facial!

wat the?!?!

Moreover, the other 2 associates gossiping bout her!

Only that i noe they actuali very bo syok the manager de lo..

So wat i learned?

People can be two sided?

But what the 2 associates said is true la..

So if u ask me which side i sided..

the answer is very obvious..

associates la!

ps. sumtimes missing people can become a habit.. that's my habit now..

Audit Work RESUMED!

2nd day of my intership life RE-sume..

I thought i'm going to wait for the manger that sent me email yest stating that kick-off meeting will start at 8.30am sharp!

But i waited..

8.45am, sent a msg to her..

no reply...

cont wait..

9am..

2 pieces of newspaper oso me finish reading le..

go 15th floor find kak nita to see whether i am assigned to the manager or nt..

YES!

they said manager mmg lik this de.

always late..

ok lo..

bek to 9th floor..

press phone..

no game!

argh!!!

msg came in!

read..

"who r u?"

O.O

reply: miow here, intern assigned to u.. wait u for meeting.....

"oh.. the meeting is yest.. nvm.. i wil ask other ppl called u"

O.O

=.=''

T.T

another stranger number called.

asked me to go client place alone..

It's at sultan ismail.

Near to hotel istana and standard chartered.

at wisma jerneh.

still duno where izit?

BEHIND PAVILLION!

noe le ba?

haha!

went 11th floor.

met the audit team..

got 3 girls as my senior..

and i was like: "y NO guyyyyy?!?!"

nvm.. nvm..

one girl is pretty!

but then she kept on typing msg..

don admire me!

these lenglui i wont touch de!

one thing very awkward.

the meeting room v occupied is damn cold!

colder than genting!

one senior asked me: "u not cold a???"

i answered: "i wear long sleeve."

she replied: "v oso, but can u see how v balut ourselves?"

(one girl use scarf balut herself and another one wearing granma-like knitted cloth wif another scarf covered her mouth, lik a terrorist!)

lunch time went pavillion hv lunch..

of course wif senior la!

so scare they will choose high class restaurant..

luckily the big rank 1 said go food court eat..

ordered claypot chicken rice..

bek to office.

at first i acted very serious..

but as time goes by, i noted their words to each other sometime oso quite zha dou de lo..

i sometimes will reacted to their words and smile..

another malay girl called eizlin caught me and said: "at last i see u smile le.."

they duno how much i can laugh!!! xD

those seniors are funny girl..

they are weird?!

after lunch..

2 out of 3 stand up suddenly..

not to go anywhere..

but to stay at their place continue using comp..

one of them, A suddenly asked: "y u stand up? sit down la!"

B: "i wan to stand, noticed these days gained fats jor.."

A: "stand got help in reduce weight de meh? then i oso wan to cont stand lo.. CNY i gained 1kg le leh.."

B: "me worse, i gained 2kg! and i like to bek *duno where* to weight myself, cause there my weight will b lighter."

holy crap!

after listening to this i smile(note: not laugh!)

and from tat moment onwards, i'm not serious le..

when i caught a chance i wil throw a cold bomb..

haha..

voluntarily OT for 1 hour..

at 5.30pm sharp one senior chased me bek..

i said i wan finish work first..

LOL!

tat time doing casting ma..

press calculator oni..

haha..

just before i went bek..

i noticed one of the girl actuali use Razer mouse!

i was like: "isnt this a gaming mouse?!"

she's using it like an ordinary cheap mouse..

LOL!

anyway, working wif this team is nice..

and tml will meet manager - shirly..

hope everything will be ok in the next few weeks?

my senior said this company's audit is going to end before February.

ps. take care ar~ u sick, me xin tong ~ T.T

Internship @ PwC RESUMED!

At last i'm back on track(today's event today's post)!

Last month's post is all in mess due to time constraint!

First of all wishing everyone here a very prosperous Chinese New Year ahead!

Gong xi gong xi~

Well, mana hong bao?!?! xD

Today i had my internship BACK to PwC..

why i said 'back'?

cauz i intern there b4 ok!

It's precisely 1 yr ago..

Compare to last yr, this time's intern induction didn't create nervousness to me.

Perhaps it's because of me having interns there b4?

and the fact that the recruiter kept emphasizing that i worked there before..

Thus i din feel nervous at all..

Whole day i just felt relax, most of all sleepy!

who doesn't feel sleepy while listening to breifing? rite? xD

Recruiter, Ms Hezreena praised us for being nice and good?

She said that our batch is the few few few batch which did not forced to sing birthday song..

Oh yeah! They even have this small birthday cake for February baby~!

so nice~

When i finally reached PwC office.

I saw all the familiar faces!

After all, the whole interns is from our course de lo!

except 1 which is from APM which work in HR.

quite weird de case..

Familiar faces is also another factor which kept me under calm status.

I am very very relax that kind ok!

everywhere around us is frens!

unlike last time, people around is older than me, plus i duno them..

i got stressed up so easily!

As usual, they gave us a laptop, access card, lan cable, keningston lock.

went thru ice breaking, introduction, photo taking, office tour, computer briefing & on9 essay test~

after that, watched a video aware us of those threats that will happened beside us.

most of it stressed on security..

and basically that's all.

My Line of Service: ASR - Assurance

My Industry: PLAS - Plantation, Logistics, Automotive, Shipping

tml gonna reach PwC office at sharp 8.30am and meet my manager.

btw, my manager is the one who brief us on introduction this morning..

She is a nice lady which speaks very soft and previously from TARC oso..

So i'm her junior?

Shud not b having prob in communicating gua~

Let's see tml how first la..

Hope everything will be fine..

Strive hard! ^^

ps. today see u.. wow~~~ long time no see u le lo!

31st January 2011 - Outing wif Frens~

Always outing wif frens~

This will b my last outing before CNY and internship commence le~

Last time during my secondary skul tuition at Minda Ceria.

There is 4 close frens..

Tho not from same skul..

Tho inside the class got other same skul de frens..

but these 4 ppl sticked to each other..

they even went to the same principle of accounting class.

Normally the class will end at fri noon.

and v wil sit sumwhere chit chatting while waiting for parents.

I'm always the one who went home last.

Because my home is just within walking distance..

That time we never called ourselves close fren..

v just treat each other as fren..

After v graduate from secondary skul..

v oso never gathering before..

NEVER ONCE.

on this very day..

v had gathering, after 3 years of seperation..

and joined by another pretty girl - kui ling..

but too bad, due to family responsibility, she left early!

our gathering very funny de~

change dunno how many stops le..

frst old town ==> roti boy ==> wong kok ==> tesco!

all these down in 3 hours.. xD

and our masterpiece which will be a memory to everyone~

Let's have more fun in the future! ^^

29th January 2011 - SJAM Officer's Wedding Dinner~

This is my first wedding dinner attended by ownself..

as in no parents along~

Usually when v attend wedding dinner..

v juz need to dress ourselves up and went to the restaurant.

open ur mouth big big!

and eat as much as v can..

This time!

I am invited by my secondary school St John's Officer..

At last he threw a BOMB to us! wakaka~

so parent not around..

U think it's lik attending a normal birthday party?

U r wrong!

There is diff ok!

First, to wear formal or casual?

i've been thinking bout this for the entire week..

then i convinced myself: wearing casual to wedding dinner doesnt seem alrite..

Thus, formal..

Second, to giv present or to giv money?

birthday party giv present..

attend wedding dinner usually parent settled the money prob~

BUT this time?

Thus, i share present wif Stephanie Kok..

She said she bought photo frame..

Settled!

Third, card attached to the present, write what?!?!

takkan we wan to write 'happy wedding'?

Doesnt look nice..

then what?

me, steph, xinwei brainstorming but couldnt think of any!

Fed up, change language: English --->>> Chinese.

白头xie老..

me and xinwei argued whether 'xie' got 人字旁.

At last, changed wording: 白头到老~

add in 早生贵子, plus one more i forget le~

草草了事~ no choice~ xD

Phewwwwww~~~~

so many think to consider to attend a dinner..

LOL!

Saw lotsa junior~

they r invited too!

i am surprised!

Me hv identity crisis..

I am from SBU division.

Now joined PCA division..

formerly i am SBU-ians, now i am SBU senior..

When i joined the SBU senior's table..

PCA ppl joked wif me: "Next time meeting u no need come liao la~"

Funny tho~

Planned to hv second round de~

Due to time constraint, cancelled..

Long time no see junior le~

One day i wan bek SBU visit them!

But i scare no one recognise me le~

Haiz~

Photo album:

Xin Wei

Jern Wei

28th January 2011 - KPMG Education Trust Fund Ceremony

During my trip to Genting, i was bothered by some stuff..

As i applied for this trust fund, it's something like a loan.

normal bank loan oso need to find guarantor la~

this fund required us to find a surety..

and i am not able to find surety~

till the very last minute even one day before the ceremony.

However, yest meeting up wif frens suddenly make me think of my secondary skul teacher~

and i successfully persuade her to become my surety~

things fixed..

now time to attend the ceremony!

Early in the morning, as my dad aren't sure the way to 1U.

waited for tzong meng at college..

but he was late..

so me and jiamin went there by ourselves..

luckily based on my pictographic memory ability..

we are safe to the place..

without taking wrong route!

phew~

all the while v noe there is oni 4 of us which successfully took the trust fund..

actuali there is another girl from UM.

this yr oni 5 ppl got the fund..

v r so lucky..

to b chosen among hundred over participants~

as wat i noe, TARc got hundred over application..

17 ppl shortlisted for 1st interview.

narrow down to 5 ppl for panel interview..

and lastly, 4 TARC student chosen.

ceremony held in One World Hotel, Maple Room.

Am very proud cauz all the big size ppl were there..

big size = high rank..

Principal was there..

3 Vice Principal was there..

Head of SBS - Ms Say, AFA's PS - Simson, Admin's External Relation Dept representatives also attended..

summor KPMG's Managing Director Mohamed Raslan, Trustee Mr Siew, Head of PPC all presence..

i thought it's only a normal ordinary ceremony..

but i was wrong..

they even invite the press!

it's much more like a real big business world's signing ceremony!

i started to panic liao..

not to say i scare, but the unprepared feeling of too-formal event..

it's drives our adrenaline high!

anyway, it is a KPMG staff that stand beside me tat keep telling us to relax~

their friendliness calmed me down~

hehe~

the stage~

mock cheque~

my name~ proud-nya~

during the signing ceremony~

thumbs up!

from left(stand): UM head of faculty business, TARC principal, KPMG Managing Director, KPMG Trust Fund Trustee.

From left(squad): Mei Kei, Jun Lee(UM), Jia Min, Me, Tzong Meng

In the end, each of us got one new hp laptop and few funds~

they din even tell us today will get a new laptop..

LOL!

Feel proud out of a sudden..

for wat?

i duno..

juz feel proud la~

haha~

but my fren is started to aim at my money le~

pros or cons? xD

27th January 2011 - Outing wif Frens~

It's been a long time since i see this fren~

Her name is Pay Herng~

How do i noe her?

i knew her while i worked together wif her in an chinese society event.

v r from diff sec skul~

but our skul hv tradition of organising a four-skul gathering every yr since our senior..

so this responsibility lies wif us during tat yr..

The skul involved is SBU, SJI, CBN & VI.

Every week v will meet once to discuss bout the progress of the gathering..

and there i noe this girl~

she is one yr younger than me..

which means she is jump-class student(PTS jump class student).

thus, me and yeehoo decided to meet her up since v oredi long time disconnected from each other.

Venue: Leisure Mall McD..

wat shud i say?

everyone's still the same?

haha!

v watched Homecoming!

It's a great movie~

I enjoyed a lot!

and laugh a lot too!

the young girl in the movie is koe-yeet~

i feel proud of her le.

Cauz she's my junior in primary skul!

i rmb when i am std 6.

she is elite student lai de..

she always appear on the stage to collect various prizes.

juz because of that sole reason.

i am proud!

not to forget she is younger than me tym!

xD

tat's it for the day..

juz to update me meeting up wif my old frens~

lame leh~

haha!