Pity!!

Within 2 days..
3 ppl said that i very pity..
i reali duno wat to say le..
mayb i was really pity??
@.@

For THIS TIME..
i never voiced up to ANYONE bout my little angel..
this is very unusual to me..
because i seldom keep something ONLY to myself de.
normally i wil spread here spread there..
but this time.. NO!!

yet, ppl stil managed to noe the identity of little angel..
i was really surprised..
i duno how they get to noe hu izit..
but since they noe..
i wasnt really in the mood to keep this as secret to them le..
i told them the truth..
and the feedback i got is: pity..
they felt tat i pity!

lie-ing to ppl isnt my way of life..
so when the identity bocor..
when they approached me and asked me izit real?
i oso don wan to hide it from them le..
instead, i told them wat they wished to noe..

to tell other ppl tat i hv feeling for a girl.
which oredi hv bf, long long time ago..
the feeling is awkward..
i never encounter this before..
great experience tho.. xD

the time when i told the story.
i felt myself pity as well..
i reali very kelian eh?
but after tat i'm ok..
luckily i din emo..
haha..
but i miss her even more.. lol..

before this..
only 3 ppl noe..
now increase to 4 le..
even little angel's besty oso noe liao..
aiks~

the snowball keep on rolling..
i hope it stop right here!
and i will appreciate if those ppl hu noe this 'secret' wont spread the words to little angel..
of course i hope no one betrays me la..
if it does, i will feel disappointment..

the most important thing is..
i don wan my action affects little angel's current life..
maintain current situation wil b the best for me..
^^

so yea..
let the 'secret' sinks..
if possible.. xD

ps. *ignore this ps plz* i miss little angel!!!*sry, i cant control myself* xD

Non-Peaceful day..

Yest nite..
i kept telling myself..
"i must sleep earlier tonite.."

in the end, i went to bed at 1.30am..
late nite..
=.=''

There's a reason behind it..
MSN. xD

yest i don hv any tutorial class..
and i hv some business to settle at college.
therefore..
i went to college..
thought it will b a peaceful day..
manatau the phone ringing and message beeping non-stop..
all because of the book distribution session..
cancelled last min..
@.@

so i had 100m run to the sports complex for 2 rounds..
everyday hv to sweat a lot.. X.X

then went storming session wif frens.
unfortunately..
swee ann's bag kena snatched..
damn the snatcher..
curse u!!

nite time..
hv a 30 min nap at living room..
woke up because my mum shouted at my bro..
a non-peaceful nite again..

on MSN, hv a new chat wif my fren..
knew her quite long liao de..
but never chat online pun..
to b honest, yest oni i add her in MSN.. lol..
then at nite chat wif her until 1am plus..
had a nice chat wif her..

because v having the same topic..
having the same thought!
and having the same situation! xD
very rare can find a buddy tat hv so many similiarities liao de le..
i appreciate tat i found 1! ^^
for ur info, tat particular person having 100% scholar de lo!!

on the other hands..
i was shocked..
2 extra ppl noe the identity of little angel le..
time to enclosed it bek to myself le..
disclosed my own feeling..
yet the identity bocor..
this is not wat i want le..
hope i din bring any inconveniency to her la..
god bless me..
and god bless her too. ^^

ps. the only word is: LIKE.

Week #2..

This is just week #2..
and everything still unsettled..
kinda very frustrated..

Lecture group too big..
make me no mood to pay attention to the lecture..
so far til now..
i don think i learnt anything yet..
because there is stil lots of stuff waiting for me to settle..

Lecture takes up oni 3 days..
hard for me to make updates on annoucement..
The announcement have to pile up until it's mountain high oni can can let it all out..

Some ppl asked me..
izit nice being course rep?
u like to b course rep?

i duno how to ans them..
the job isnt easy to b..
but i kinda lik it..
the reason for me to like it is because it can occupy my time..

rather than using the time to think bout unnecessary stuff..
i will emphasize more on the job scope..
lik making announcement..
meeting wif class rep..

by juz spending time on wat msg i wanted to pass on to class rep..
it can kill me lotsa time..
and eventually makes me feel occupied..

somehow..
after revealing the little angel..
it's a pain for me..

but life still goes on..
i wil juz wait..
and see wat i can do nex..
tat's my extend..

ps. day by day it grew deeper..

Different meaning of FRENS..

Mayb i was the one hu is at fault..
but let me tell u sth..
sometimes..
i reali do fed up wif frens..

i'm proud tat i can make so much frens at anywhere..
sec skul, college, st john..
BUT..
sometimes..
certain fren..
wil reali makes my volcano erupts..

i cannot make things clear over here..
because i don wan to make things worse..
but i reali kenot tahan the stress, the anger and the dissatisfaction..

the thing is, those prob is not make up in one or two days..
in fact, it's a very long period..
it's nothing fresh..
it's nothing new..
it's old prob!

i've tried my best to surpress myself than complaining over here..
but..
everytime, new thought juz popped out of my mind..
driving my mind to a state called MAD..

when i become mad..
i certainly wil do something unexpected..

i duno wat other ppl thinks bout me..
but i felt tat i'm slightly better than average in patient..
stil, i kenot control myself..

all the while..
i thought frens is the power for me to believe in myself..
power to believe..

for tat particular frens..
i don think so..

I VOICED UP THE PROB I FACED TO NUMEROUS FRENS!
YET EVERYONE AGREE WIF ME!

sometimes..
u cant do anything but accept the fact tat the world is unfair..

i'm stil not enuf over here..
because i cant discover the real truth here!
let's give myself self-control..
c how the things goes first..

but i'm a little bit relief..

if i reali beh tahan le..
tat time i oso duno wat will i do..
cheers~
and chill too~

ps. i miss little angel suddenly..

Course Rep of AFA..

Being a course rep isnt easy..
hv to make sure the class get to noe the information they need to noe..

there is hell lots of thing to settle on the first week of lecture..
thus, i was almost exhausted running everywhere settle things for the student..
as i'm appointed as course rep(which is not easy to b)..

but i kinda enjoy la..
at least..
being a course rep..
giving me an opportunity to stand in front of whole class..
whole crowd!
and speak..
tho my eng is not tat.... gd..
lol..

this is wat i don do for previous course..
when i'm in DAC jan intake..
when there is oni 100 ppl..
when i'm stil young and immature..
i wil shake and nervous while i stand in front of the course..

nevertheless..
now, things stil same..
i wil stil nervous a bit..
but compare to the previous me..
i improved..
things to b proud of..
^^

today..
i sweat a lot..
after lecture..
i run to the sports complex..
only to notice there's a long queue..
claiming their texbook..
i was helping the staff to distribute texbook..
and i sweat lik never before.. xD

then i followed biiang they all to somewhere nearby sri rampai to play badminton..
sweat a lot too..

was reali exhausted at the end of the day..
yet..
i stil hv the energy to write blog over here..
shown tat?
i'm not tat worn out.. xD

k la..
time to sleep.
nitez~ ^^

College resumes: Adv Dip..

It's never my intention to left my blog here rotting for 6 days!!
blog ar blog..
sry ar..
forgiv ur master here ok? xD

hv quite a lot to update for these few days la..
but..
no time to update le..
everyday oso kinda exhausted..

this past monday..
supposingly v r going to start our lecture..
BUT..
to make ways for orientation for branch campus student..
lecture canceled..
so?
i stay by ms ng's room to get some air cond la..
so hot u noe!
sweating lik hell summor..

u think programme supervisor is nice to b?
every once and awhile i can c students came into PS's room to argue bout sth..
espeicially for those ppl hu cant enter into AFA...
and wish to enter sooooo much..
i see le oso shake head lo..
haiz..

after leaving PS's room..
me and manchun went to TBR..
for our usual activity over there - storming session!! xD
haven went thru first lecture already go CC..
lol..
summor go straight 4 hours leh!!
reali kena zha dao lo..

then tues..
went for badminton in pandan lake club..
this is my first time after 6/7 months ago..
after this session..
muscle pain pulak..
usual le..
long time din touch shuttlecock le..
lol.

wedn..
lecture officially commence..
and..
i was appointed as course rep due to time constraint..
lol..

run here and there..
makes me exhausted when i reached home..
damn tired..
so i have a nap before continue wif my usual facebook lifestyle.. xD

and yup..
tat's the things tat happen in these days..
i foresee i gonna b busy le for the nex few days..
lol..

time for facebook...
chao~
xD

My Holidays..

Let's kill some time here..
i'm darn bored at home..
nothing can brings up my interest..
apart from facebook-ing..

seriously..
holiday very sien de lo..
ever since primary skul..
half of my heart wished to start skul asap..
because i can chit chat n play around wif frens..

whereas..
the only advantage i have for holiday time is sleep until late morning..
other disadv like doing holiday homework..
i don favour tat..
muahaha~

same when i entered college life..
holiday is juz my 'tools' to replenish my insufficient sleeps..
nothing else..

now tat i finished work le.
i'm in an unemployed status..
unless got frens ajak for outing, i wil rather stay at home..
waiting for my mum's order..
to do various kind of housework..
(tat is suppose to b done by girls!)
@.@

so??
besides than clicking stuff in restaurant city, hotel city & treasure isle..
i hv nothing else to do le..
sometimes i wil clicked bejeweled blitz..
trying to score as high as i can..
funny rite? haha~

the main reason y i cant have my holidays fill up is because:
i don hv drama supplies!!
unlike someone.. always chase drama..
yi tian dao wan oso drama..
chase dao mad tat type.. xD

basically..
my holidays timetable wil b like this:
11am wake up..
breakfast til 12pm..
in btw 12pm to 5pm, i wil find sth to do..
5pm til nite basically is tv + comp..
tat's my daily life..
no exception..

luckily..
holiday gonna end in 2 days time..
but by the time v finished our holiday..
it's the day v stepped ourself into a place called..
HELL.. xD

ps. devil wil slowly torture us. xD

Adv Dip Info..

Ok..
The timetable for the course i opt for is out..
the result is..

Hell + Relief..
Hell.. because i can foresee our timetable will b even more complicated than this..
Relief.. because it's shorter lecture hours compare to AAC..
and lesser subj too..

this is ONLY for short term..
in the sense of long term..
AFA wil torture u more.. xD

yest i went bek to college to meet ms ng..
to collect info as they r few versions of rumours regarding adv dip..
i did collect some info..
useful info..
haha..

last dec ACCA sitting..
TARCians got 1st for respective P1, P2, P3 paper in MALAYSIA!!
woah~
so proud of it le.. xD

also, we are the first batch to hv offer letter in the first week of the programme.
at first i voiced up to ms ng saying tat v shud speed up the process..
then she told me tat they r improving le..
our senior only can get their offer letter + bill at the 4th week..
guess v shud b glad le..
lol..

also..
ACCA fees..
all the while i thought our adv dip requires 6k..
but i was.. again.. WRONG!!!
6k is JUST for adv dip..
another 1191 pounds is waiting for us!
to pay for ACCA exam sitting fees + exemption fees..
hope tat pounds sterling wil drop lo~
if not, reali very sam thong leh..

besides tat, convocation..
i read this noticed on bulletin board saying tat convocation wil b held at 17, 18 & 24 July..
BUT!
v hav to pay RM360 before 4th JUNE!!

one thing for sure..
when v enter adv dip..
there are a lot of things to solve first..

pay convocation fees, pay bill, pay exemption fees..
get into tutorial class..
settle down..
and a lot more..
argh~

altho it's hard..
but i stil hv to say..
AFA, HERE I COME~~ T.T

Jenny's birthday preparation..

After resting for few days..
I'm energetic..
but i was bored..
damn bored..

so i accepted chris's invitation to go timesquare..
wif yap and angel..
to buy present for Jenny..
her birthday is today le..

so i went timesquare..
dating time is 4pm..
but they came at 4.45pm..
claiming there is some prob wif lrt..
lrt always got prob de lo..
sick of it liao.
haih~

so how did i spent my time there?
i sit at the ampang superbowl area..
eating mcflurry..
watching ppl playing bowling..
and my hand's itchy..
feel lik playing le..
hv this idea of asking ppl to play wif me ASAP!!! xD

after they reached..
the search begin..
at first v were quite aimless..
duno wat to buy..

but v dropped by this shop at 7th floor..
then a plan is drafted..
v wil buy 4 pinky accessories put into a pink box..
together wif a flying pink balloon.
plus a pink-black card and cake..
haha..
our theme is PINK!!! xD

spent 3 hours around timesquare..
bought pink hat, pink purse, pink slippers and pink handphone pouch..
and our 'masterpiece' is done..

haha..
i can imagine today when her frens handed the present to her..
she will b very shocked.. xD

hereby wishing her..
happy birthday, jenny~ ^^

N97 mini..

I never thought i wil hv this kind of phone in my life..
all thx to the luck i hv. xD

since i got my salary..
and meanwhile my current phone, which is a dinasour phone is at it's limit..
i planned to use part of my salary to buy a nokia 5530..



or worst, X3..



i'm a diehard nokia fans..
i support nokia phone because of it's long life span..
and besides tat, user frenly..
not to say other brand's phone not good..
but i prefer nokia.. ^^

so yup..
i make up my mind to buy this nokia 5530..

and yet, wedn evening..
my dad asked me..
"y u stil don wan buy ur phone?"
and i was lik "erm... cauz no time?"
and my dad went out after tat..

half an hour later..
my dad called..
asking me to go for the phone shop nearby my hse..

while i stepped into the shop..
yea, i saw the aunty and my dad was discussing something wif my dad holding a phone..
which i think is nokia 5530..

but i was WRONG!!!
wat my dad held was nokia n97 mini..

both aunty and my dad asked whether i like it or not..
and after see see touch touch feel feel..
i felt it's nice..
but my mind was playing: "isnt this phone cost 1600++?"

b4 i can think furthermore..
my dad said "u gimme 600(which is the price of nokia 5530 i planned to buy) and u can take this phone out of the shop."
wow..
such a good deal huh..

after some consideration..
i took up the offer..
and the shop sold the phone for oni RM850.. ^^

wow..
almost half price of the ori phone le..

because this is second hand le..
but the previous owner oni used 1 month then sold it away..
and therefore i can get this awesome price.. xD

haha..
i'm happy.. ^^

but i delayed til fri nite oni moved my sim card to a new 'house'..
LOL! xD

and..
this is my new phone.. xD

Last day @ PwC..

Working in audit..
time passed really fast..

u see..
3 days passed without informing me..
and 'they' don even noe the important of this to me..
because this shows tat i neglected my blog for a long period of time!!!
how can i letting my dear reader's down?

ok..
miow miow.. face the truth..
there is no one came to ur blog..
don dream so much please~ xD

last day in PwC le..
our official last day was yest..
but v clear off our job at the very last moment..
even OT summor..
so v cant helped but to go bek to PwC today..
to do our clerance..

v nid to go to various floors to get signature from respective department..
to indicate tat v don owe them anything!! xD

before our last stop..
our job director - ting choo wai belanja team muamalat makan..
include manager..
janice join table.. xD
but kesian raul was not wif us..

for ur info, this is the 2nd time director belanja makan..
and raul was not wif us neither of the time.. xD

so he brought us to an indian cuisine in sooka central to try out the food there..
to b honest..
the food there is superb..
from the view of indian food la..
had nasi briyani ayam, lamb..
roti naan in garlic, cheese, raisin..
and butter chicken..
chicken vindoloo too!! xD

everything is nice and yummy..
8 ppl spent choo wai's 125 bucks..
wow..
tat's a lot..

when v back to PwC..
v went to our very last stop - HR to verify our clerance..
not to forget to drop by finance department to hv our claims.. ^^

and tat's our very last moment in PwC..
kinda tak sampai hati le..
very bu she de..
but wat to do?
once u cont to stay there, u r counted as their employer..
thus u hv to cont working..
lol..

wan a rest le..
so yup!
our last day..
last moment..
last sec in PwC..

i swear i wil definately come bek during next internship..
and tat time..
i foresee i wil hv a lot of funs too!!!
sayonara, PwC..
a very short sayonara..
^^

Lonely..

I must be mad..
I wonder WHY!!
i slowly took out company's comp..
and started doing work..
at HOME!!
during WEEKEND!!

I totally cant understand myself..
how could i even have tat urge?
I too, kenot believe wat i did..

dahlah last week OT whole 5 days..
and ended up i'm in a stress mode..
damn extreme tiring..

now i do work at home?
my own sweet comfortable home?
LOLS..

i found an answer to this.
i was lonely..
normally wat ppl do during weekend?
shopping, gathering, yumcha-ing..
this week, i'm activity-free..

so this week i don hv any social life..
nothing at all..
no one date me..
lonely le..

rather than spending time on crap things, i may used it on good use.
summor if i'm too free..
i will fall into emo mode..
which i don wish to..

these 2 days..
the feeling come bek le..
i missed someone very much..
unintentionally, i juz thought of her..

argh!!
i thought i shud stop thinking bout her?

haih.
this is me..
during the weekend..
which don hv any activity..

Lonely + emo.

tml will b another day..
cheer up!
(myself cheering myself... weird la.. xD)

ps:
Miow is hiring!!
Miow needs professional girlfren to help out inhis daily life!
(does tat sounds similiar? xD)