Desperate..

I oso dunno y..
This few days i sit down n think..
Y m i keep dealing wif relationship??
U reali cant understand me..
Me myself oso cant understand myself..
U dunno wat's the feeling when u c everyone around u..
Or even when u go shopping..
Couple by couple appear in front of u..
C them hold hand..
C the way they talk..
C the way they act..
C the way they together..
U reali cant bare wif it.
When u r single..
Seriously it wasnt a nice feeling..
I think this is wat v called DESPERATE..
The way i communicate wif girls chg..
Not all..
but those hu is targeted..
Last time i hold on til i get the chance..
But now..
Wat happen to me??
Confess to a girl juz 4 weeks of knowing her??
No no no..
This is definitely not me..
But it's from my heart..
I reali cant stand stil..
Everytime there's this unknown force pushing me to the girl..
Haih..
Oso hv a question over here..
This fren of mine is correct..
"Y other ppl find partner so easy, v find partner so hard wan ar??"
I agree wif tat statement..
The number of couple around me is increasing..
While??
I'm stil single..
It's not tat i wan a girl..
But.............
I dunno la..

ps: some relationship cause trouble..


writing this unconciously..

Post-concert duty

I do not regret going for the Jay Chou concert duty..
It's reali worth standing there whole day while enjoying the concert..
This is the first time i c so many adult member going for one duty..
Normally u can c juz merely some of them hu go duty very often.
But this duty i get to c lots of seldomly show-faced ppl..
Mayb they go because of Jay Chou gua..
The member going for this duty is around 40++ n 5 ambulance!!
Nv thought they wil used so many ambulance for ONE duty!!
Record weyh!!!
But no choice..
This is a very big event wat..
Jay chou wor..
It's attraction is powerful..
Compare to leo ku's duty..
This duty is packed wif the audience..
Perhaps u can called them fans..
The whole stadium is packed!!
Packed til u cant c any place for the ppl to stand d..
The concert started at 815pm n ended at 11pm..
N yes.. I stand for almost 4 hrs!!
Nevertheless..
It's all worth to enjoy such a outstanding performance by jay chou..
His performance + the fire crackers planning is so..
Dunno how to say..xD
But i can say this duty is great, fun, happy, nice, enjoy, n so on..
I shall end it over here..
If not someone wil get to ask me y m i showing off over here..
Hehe..
Next duty: Backstreet Boy's Mini concert duty at sunway on 27th Feb..
Too bad i cant attend..
Hv account tutorial wif miss lee..
Such a guai zai lik me wont ponteng class wan rite?? xD
So another next: Celine Dion concert duty at stadium merdeka again on 8th april..
Mayb i can go tat one..
Hehe..
C ya everyone..
Sayonara..
^^

ps: ppl, don jealous me hor.. xD

Pre-concert duty..

Yes!!!
Going to jay chou concert duty this sat..
Was hoping it since last concert duty(leo ku) i go when the ppl in charge told me..
the next concert duty is jay chou..
At first i'm not interesting to go for this duty..
But then this few day was addicted to jay chou song..
Especially yang guang zhai nan!!!
Cant go oso cannot la..
Hehe..
Wish i can enjoy weyh!!

ps: this is the benefit of joining st john xD

Party's over now..

Was doing lotsa thing this weekend..
Going kah wai hse on fri..
It was a memorable party for our mehsi gang..
Altho v plan to make it lik a gathering for us..
But it turn up tat most of the ppl not coming..
Satya, wei yu, nic..
I *dutttt* u weyh..
Anyway..
It's stil a great party i ever turn up b4..
Juz because v ppl hu left skul d can gather together n play til very mad..
It so fun tat non-other thing can replace the fulfillness in this party..
First v go kah wai hse n play til very late oni sleep..
I think around 3 o'clock la..
Then this mrs ng, hu is kah wai's mum came into our room n open the light..
Wat the..
Of course..
vulgar word cannot b reveal rite..
She ask us to go eat maggi mee wor..
v all go down n shocked tat her mum cooked one whole pot for us!!!
so wtf rite..
but v end up sapu the whole thing la..
Finish d of course cannot back to sleep rite..
So play com again til 4 sth oni sleep..
The next day go to his dad office for open hse..
Play blackjack wif his mum..
Wow..
then hv our lunch til v r full..
Off v went to leisure mall to play cs..
The cc which v go do not provide condition zero..
So v play lik 1 hrs plus then whole gang go leisure mall watch kung fu dunk!!!
The oni thing i not satifies is due to the minda ceria gatthering which i would lik to attend..
I miss the show!!!
It's around 5 then i left my fren n walk alone to the old town white coffee..
Our ex-minda cerian student oni 30++ came..
not so fun but at least i got to chat wif lots of my fren which some study in taylor, help and so on..
Between my fren's ex-lover attend too!!
N i got to ask her a lot bout my fren n some how it's unsuccessful to bring them back together..
This fren of mine confess to this girl b4 n ended up fail..
so i'm trying to help cauz i think they 2 quite "kap".
Haih..
Anyway..
After the gathering back to kah wai hse n v get to mad together..
AGAIN!!
Somehow it turn up to b a task for us to deskin the prawn..
V sit there lik 1 hr juz to deskin the prawn!!
Juz to make it our memorable moment..
V catch Jia Hui, a kai mui of kah wai to help us video down wat v do when v deskin the prawn..
End up the yee hoo go ACCIDENTALLY deleted all the video..
Wtf man..
V hd lots of joking n memorable action inside the video..
Haih..
The play til midnite around 5 oni sleep..
Wake up 11++ the other morning..
Kah wai need to go zhi yuen's open hse..
so v all alone in the hse play lik mad..
ro, o2jam, maple..
everything la..
Until kah wai bring nic back then v start play blackjack..
The ending leh?
I lose money lo..
But i had a great time playing n knowing almost everyone of kah wai's relative..
His cousin some pretty, cute, adorable n so on..
Hope tat i can noe them better n make them my second choice..
Hehe..
Hope tat v can hv more gathering lik this in the future so tat v can enjoy to the max..
N of course MAD!!
Ahaha..

Valentine Day..

Yes yes!!!!!!!!
It's feb 14 2molo!!
So wat does it indicates??
Everyone noe gua..
Hu dunno can juz knock ur head on the computer..
N when u c RED...
Dont blame me..
Blame ur sohai-ness..xD
Ahaha...
Of course.
2molo is VALENTINE DAY!!
Such an important day how can i forget le??
haha..
N it's for valentine ONI..
Take tat!!
Of course i'm stil single..
Anyone hu wan to date me can juz call my phone number..
Haih..
I'm oredi 18 yrs old!!
But nv once i go through valentine day wif sweet memories..
Nv ever!!
N everytime i c my fren preparing so called valentine present for their sweetheart..
N those couple hu fill their time wif the other half..
My heart juz felt lik a knife hv pierce through it few moment b4..
I guess all those hu r single can understand my feeling..
Ok..
I shud stop the complaints..
now..
for those couple hu r stil coupling..
Ya..
It's so lucky tat u hv the other half whenever u want them to teman u..
one word to giv u all..
Appreciate!!
Appreciate tat u hv them n v do not!!
Not tat v dont wan..
It's juz tat v cant get one!!
Ok la.
Don wanna b ahpo so 38 d..
Conclusion..
Happy Celebrating Valentine Day wif me..
^^

Happy Chinese New Year!!!

Yo yo yo!!!
It's another chinese new yr now!!
First of while..
Was very happy cauz i nv thought tat there wil so many ppl tat send me a new yr msg this yr..
It kinda shock me out..
Lik 20++ msg come into my phone??
Wow..
It's undoubtly a record for me.
Nv receieve so many msg b4!!
Would lik to take this opportunity to thx everyone for sending me the msg..
Izit possible for me to put all the names here??
YES!!
Ahaha..
Those sending me msg include: lili, carol, kahmen, kean loong, jackie, woan chee, yee vonne, mei zhen, iris, mei yin, ting en,fung ching, sue anne, yi wen, william, mei ying, lerina, yoe, yuan ji, wei gin, vyvyan, shalini, swee ann...........
Hope i din miss anyone out..
Ahaha..
Too many ppl to remember d ma..
But one thing i don lik is..
My phone keep ringing cauz of the lovely sms..
Well..
I could bear wif it rite??
Cauz it's from someone tat reali nv forget u..
I wil appreciate alot from u all..
Thx again ya xD
I hereby wish everyone..

"HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!!!"

Declaration...

I juz realise i'm started to HOLIDAY!!!
Wat a wonderful news..
for me rite.
Haha..
Quite happy de..
Cauz i heard from my bro tat secondary skul wil on til tues..
Wat a sadness for them..
Btw..
I'm very sorry to hear bout tat..
I noe it's hard to get a girl tat u lik..
But things not gonna b smooth rite..
Try on another girl la..
Wil make u happier de..
This wan cannot ma try another wan lo rite..
Not lik the girl gonna extinct d rite..
xD
I hereby help u add oil la..
Hope u wil sucess wif another wan..
Waiting for ur gd news soon wor..
Haha..
Now..
My prob..
I hereby declare myself NOT EMO!!
Juz feel a bit frustrated of the things happen on me..
Haih..
I must admit tat relationship thingy is not easy to solve..
Reali!!
If u hv been for it la.
Cauz til now i think it's girls fault lo..
U dunno wat girls wan rite..
Summor their mind change very fast lo..
If u cannot follow them then two words for u..
"Bye Bye..."

ps: i nv blame girls for anything.. It's juz oni my thought.. Forgiv me k?? ^^