Helping Friends~

Sometimes i juz felt more fed up wif things happened around me.

There is times when we are given choices.
two road,and only 1 b chosen.
which one to choose is the problem.

I had a great week.
i admit tat.
Killing times wif classmates, having a first gathering ever(tho it's not complete).
Spending times wif hk and get to noe quite a number of inspirational story from him.
but then.
life is full of unexpected circumstances.

tat nite when i stay in MU.
the initial intention is to ask him for help for subject FR.
but then it slowly move on to the other topic.
hk is voicing out his experience as a skul rep in penang branch.
being a class rep as well, he did numerous thing tat makes his classmates and lecturer, even tutor, impressed.
in penang branch campus.
he is famous.

when he told me wat he did in penang branch campus.
i got the urge to cry.
because i see myself in him!
he did exactly wat i did in AFA.
running around doing sth which will not benefit myself.
mostly benefit coursemates
and he even pushed back his own business juz to help other ppl.
I see myself in him.

most importantly, he told me tat:
don complain bout ur disadv.
cont doing it and u wil get recognised.
i truly salute him tat time.

all the while, i've been doing lots of stuff which brings no benefit to me.
from the front part, u see me enjoying helping ppl.
hu actuali saw my back part?
how many ppl wil understand wat i actuali think?

i'm actuali a lonely person.
hu saw tat?
T.T

being lonely is not the worst.
worst is when someone misunderstand ur intention of helping.
sometimes when we see the friends suffer.
we lend a hand.
and it is tat lending a hand tat creates trouble.

when we do not wan to help, we see them suffer.
when we help, it brings harm to us.
wat's the use of helping then?

last fri i helped a fren.
and i admitted i go over a certain line tat i shud not stepped on.
and it creates trouble for me.
halo~it is her hu find us first k.
not lik v so free to interupt ur case. =.=''
but i oso need apologise for going beyond tat.
@.@

however this is juz a small part of it.
most of them wil 感恩 because of my help.
sometimes juz a small part of it tat will affects my mood.
damn!

wateva it is.
i wan to cont helping frens.
because it is frens tat gimme courage.
and they defines me y i stil survive.
without fren, all is in vain~

ps. it is little angel tat make me feel 感触 and write this post. thx little angel~

Week 10: Monday~

First day of week 10.
i felt tat the virus of illness is spreading everywhere~
most of my fren is sicked!
from getting flu(cynthia) to sick(songher & junren)..
feeling not well(bell & peishan)..
eye needle(edward) to sorethroat(benny goh).
the power of virus is so strong tat everyone get sick in the same week!
luckily my flu juz caught me in the morning.
and it recovered in the afternoon~
^^

Today i got my convo pic le.
i lik the pic very much~
showed tat i marched into a new era of myself le.
forget bout diploma, looking forward for advanced diploma.
ehy!
not forget everything in diploma la.
frens, memory, fun activities wil scarred into my mind forever.
nothing can wipes it out.
^^

btw, i helped little angel and bunch of frens to return the graduation gown.
altogether six sets of gown.
from DKC to college function room in clubhouse.
it's not light u noe!
it can b equivalent to the bell bar for gymnastic purpose.
yet, i din complained.
because i enjoyed the feeling of helping frens~
i get no returns!
the most important thing is the help is derived from the bottom of the heart. ^^

beside those things..
i'm proud and honoured to announce tat 1AFA3 got gathering le!
At last!
after so many group done their gathering in wat-so-eva style.
our group started it wif a lunch session together!
and probably this thurs wil go watch movie together again.
Either Inception or Sorcerer's Apprentice.

V had our lunch at GK sour and spicy panmee stall.
(din reali recall the name of the shop~)
those hu attend is: weiyang, edward, peishan, astina, tiffenny, meiyin, june, jj, lisiew, sukkwan, siewhoon, manchun, jesyun, carmen, joanne, jayne and me!
when i list out the name tat time.
i was so hyper!
i always lik the time spent together wif classmates~
and this makes me keep saying ' i'm xin fu~ ' during our gathering~
imagine 17 ppl in 4/5 joint tables.
altho eating tat time not so convenient, but i juz lik the atmosphere~
xin fu~~~~
^^

ok. happy time is over.
time to story telling my unhappy moment.
i'm very frustrated when i fell down in front of quite a number of spectators.
TODAY!
the venue happened on the pathway from library to DKZ.
i was very mang zhang tat time.
cauz plannning to hav gathering ma.
so i cal this and call tat ppl.
i juz walk and walk and walk.
and tat's the time i fell into this small little f-king hole!

actuali not much ppl noticed there's a longkang across the path.
it is covered wif metal bars.
so v juz walk lik usual and din pay much attention to it.
i've use tat path for lik 2 years?
ntg happened.
peaceful 2 yrs ruins in a second!

i was looking at my hp.
i wasn't looking at the pathway.
and i gam ngam stepped myself on the hole tat the metal bar uncovered!
in the middle of the road!
and i fell.
small bleed on my hand.
big bruise on my leg.
and tat's the consequences of not paying attention while walking.
@.@

aiks.
nvm.
i stil think the xin fu is greater than the suffer.
so it offset ok?
i stil got a net xin fu le~
xD

today is juz monday.
tml is tues.
whether i can survive this week.
let's see tml's performance~

nitez!

ps. u r sooooo pretty~ wow~

My Convocation.

Today is my convocation day. my big day.
how many times v will graduate in our life apart from primary skul, sec skul?
not much rite.
so v must treasure every moment here!!

So today is my big day.
my convo is scheduled at the afternoon session.
and i reached college around 12.30pm.

met up wif man chun and the penang gang in front of lib.
and i was grateful tat my penang frens help me in adjusting my hood.
as i'm not so sure of how to wear it.
they helped me gao tim everything!
but other ppl around see me lik very 大牌 lo.
3 ppl surrounded me and was adjusting my graduation gown.
showed they serve me lik tat.
summor got one bunch of frens waiting for me to take pic wif.
paiseh nia~

after i finish adjusting my gown, it's almost 1pm!
and the registration close at 1.15pm.
quickly rush from library to college hall..
after register we are required to gather at 1 place.
v were then hv a slight briefing on wat to do, how to wear, and when to receive the scroll.
then me, scared the chance will slip away.
took this opportunity to take some pic wif some frens.

after 10 mins, we were then moved into the hall to be seated.
while waiting for YB Fong Chan Onn, a promo of TARC were shown to all the visitors and parents.
the promo is shown 24/7 in the canteen 2 de lo.
v already sien seeing all the promo. xD

and the music played by the MC is a bit too soft and nice to hear.
making our eye to close slowly by slowly.
i wasnt reali into the music.
so i din fall!
BUT i was very uneasy wif my gown appearance.
i always think tat the hood brings me prob.
kejap too high, kejap too low.
so i asked michelle hon to help me adjust.
til i satisfied.
and there gone my wallet's vitamin to a meal owe to her le.
LOL!

xin yun which is sitting behind me keep on saying i'm more choosy than a girl.
i admit.
for occasion lik this.
i must b choosy.
hey! the appearance will put up on ur convo photo leh!
how can i take it lightly?!?!
xD

i was no 3 from sbs school.
and michelle hon is no 1!
haha.
feel proud of getting first 3 for the whole DAC course?
a bit sot sot le me. xD

after the convo ceremony ended.
most of us rush outside to take photo wif whoever we wants to.
to b honest, i cursed college for seperating our course into 2 session!
this makes me very less take pic wif my frens sir name started wif A to L!
i really miss a lot fo fren le.
how can the college do this to me?!?!
it's cruel u noe~~
T.T

and to make things worse.
i din take dao pic wif HER!
halo! my little angel leh! how can i miss this chance!
but the fact is: i miss it le!!!
argh!
feel regretted whole day~
*crying loudly*
any1 hear me? *sob sob*

done wif crying.
now.
to enjoy my pic wif all my frens.
let me present the pic.
not here.
but a link to fb! xD

http://www.facebook.com/album.php?aid=249895&id=546808901&l=2153d436

after i came bek home.
i'm done for my diploma.
there's nothing left over there.
i'm officially graduate from Diploma!
and now it's time to move to Advanced Diploma le.
whether or not i can survive the stress put by the AFA.
let me see how i handle it.

and I hope!
Advanced Diploma convo tat time.
no split split in the course le!
and therefore i can take pic wif every of my frens.
let's make ourselves to the final of adv and graduate!
^^

ps. no pic btw u n me. T.T

Week 8..

It's always lik this.
I can never find time to blog on weekdays.
@.@

Nevertheless.
I had a wonderful week over here.
the thing wasnt tat bad after all.
tho it's stil tired~

was rushing assignment for continuous 3 days til very late nite.
not doing it for myself.
but helping ppl checked their work.
mayb some ppl wil said tat i'm S~T~U~P~I~D.
but then the feeling of helping fren.
is wat i enjoyed most.

it makes me hav great satisfaction after helping them.
and when they say thanks.
the tiredness will sink deep, disappeared into nowhere.
weird leh me?
xD

I cant think of any event to update except 1 on thurs.
thought after class i wil hv a storming session wif frens de.
manatau they suddenly wan to leave le.
and i don wan to waste my day juz lik tat.
so i ajak jae yee, jon, jun ren and candy to a movie.

at first i wanted to join cynthia and shi qi de.
but then they watched twilight saga: eclipse.
and they scheduled it at 1.30pm.
kinda rush for me le.
btw, i din watch the 2 prequels.

so in the end me wif junren they all watched Predators.
this movie is the sequel of AVP: Requiem.
but it dismisse the Aliens part and focus solely on Predators only.
tat makes it less interesting i think.
was anticipating the battle btw predators and aliens.
ended up seeing the human playing survivors game wif the predators.
lolness.

had dinner wif them at KLCC food court.
only i bek home.

beside this outing.
i kinda noe more deeply how my fren actuali treat me.
to b honest, i'm a little bit disappointed la.
but then if tat's their choice i cant put blame on them oso rite?
haiz.

apart from tat,
joanne tan chatted wif me one day in msn.
and i was shocked when she gave me advice on relationship to me.
it seems lik she knew my weakness very well.
tho v never reali chat tat close.
she was right.
sometimes i lose confident in myself.
aiks~
X.X

well..
now is sat nite.
tml wil b a marathon day for me.
first, i wil b going to st john agm.
then i wil move on to bukit jalil for cheerleading competition.
bek home i wil sleep.
so tat i can watch world cup final in the midnite.
mind tat, i hv test on monday le!!
LOL!
gd luk to me then~
^^

ps. W.A.I.T.

Cheras Pasar Malam.

I noe!
cheras got a lot of pasar malam.
but if an other state de fren says cheras pasar malam.
u MUST noe which one it is!
it's nonetheless the longest pasar malam in whole Malaysia - Connaught Pasar Malam.

Since i joined advanced diploma life.
i knew a lot of penang frens.
they r so lucky to hv a fren tat stay in cheras(perasan a bit =.='')..
and sumtimes, they asked me bout the way to pasar malam.
seems lik they r very interesting to it.
therfore i politely tell them which way to go.

most of them stayed in tar college area.
the distance to cheras pasar malam is very far.
MRR2 could hold them on for 1 hour?
plus raining and peak period.
the fact tat they r not familiar wif KL road.
dependable only to the GPS.
it's hard to direct them to the right place!

thus i volunteered to go wif them.
because.
I OSO NEVER WENT THERE BEFORE!!!!! xD
(feeling noob leh, cheras ppl never went cheras pasar malam before. LOL!)

Last day of june 2010.
wednesday.
i follow 4 penang frens car to cheras pasar malam.
they r weiyang, astina, peishan & edward.
i was their GPS.
and v spent few hours over there.
v nv get the chance to explore the whole pasar malam.
because of too many ppl and time constraint.
v juz went two third of it.

throughtout the whole 'journey'..
wei yang keep on story telling his fun story in sec skul.
his sec skul life is full wif sohai-ness le.
uncomparable wif the sohainess in SBU.
LOL!

v stay there for 1 and half hours.
my stomach is full wif foods le.
and i can barely move.
so v decided to bek home le.

a day full wif satisfaction again.
one week spent 2 days wif penang frens.
i persoanlly find tat they r nice to talk to.
and they r very very frenly!
nex outing wif them, v wil b going to eat maluri yong tau foo.
time adn date? let them decide la.
wont b so fast gua.
they nid time to digest my look le.
muahaha~~~
^^