Updates on relationship~

How long did i not posting something which comes out from my inner heart le?
I think it's been awhile~
Ermmm...
1 month ba~

to update my status to those who concern bout me~
or in other way, those who are 8~
i'm stil single.
yes!
don doubt tat~
i stil don hv the opportunity to have 1~

currently i'm stil attaching to Little Angel.
no planned to alter my target in long term!

i miss her so much nowadays~
but wat can i do?
i juz can see her from far~
and get myself a little bit of relief~

this few days my mind keep on thinking of ways to make her happy~
in case she becum down..
i keep on stressing to myself~
altho i like her~
but when comes to cheering her up, i wil treat her as fren~
juz lik how i cheer my frens up!
only when i chase her, i will be her admirer~

i always hope that my relationship will be a fruitful 1~
i get lotsa wishes from frens as well~
but then til now, i don see a chance for myself to perform.
due to some technical problem~ xD

The first thing i seek from her is not her reaction to me.
is her happiness~
if she is happy, then scouting her will make me feel happy as well~
but if she is not, tat is the time u can c me half conscious~
i will be cracking my head to the very max to bring her up..

therefore i come out wif this quote:
First & top priority will be given to your happiness..

Additional Note:
It's been continuous for 1 yr and 3 months~
if i can let go, i oredi let go long long time ago..
i wont even stand up so long even my chance is so small.
she's juz too perfect for me le.
too perfect till i don wish to lose her.
scare no one wil b as perfect as her le lo~

u can say i 痴情~
u can say i stupid~
but this is me.
I am Miow Yau Khong, the stupid 1~

Hope you can b happy always~
^^

-Current mood @ 1pm on 2/11/2010-